1. A VAMPYRES THEME: So you say you dont want want to know why i am who i am & what it means to be me(why would anyone)? dead to the world and eternally free, for i have died to this conservative world and my fake life; to go back there i would rather put my throat under the knife. FOR ITS THE VAMPYRES LIFE FOR ME, TO DIE TO ALL THAT AND LIFE ANEW AND FREE ETERNALLY, LIKE A DREAM GIVING INTO YOUR DARKEST FANTASY AND LUST TO DRINK OF LIFES BLOOD AND ENERGY (ITS WHAT I AM AND CANT HELP BUT BE) even jesus christ told us to drink of blood for eternal lifeand salvation freeing us from death and damnation. why wouldnt i want to be free taking life and enegy (as i need it, cant you see). what ever could be greater than this to live in darkness from the lights blinding rays forever free to live far from this so called normal society and all its conformist fascist ways? to give up the clone the sheep of normality to live as your true self free from the chains of conformaity?
2. A LOVE NOTE TO DEATH: here I go again wishing it was so again...that I could let YOU-embrace me and just LET GO...yet this shitty life has a hold on me but it will never LOVE me as you do...I wish we could be together and I could just let go...but im too WEAK and don?t know why im so scared of YOU??? but what could actually be worse???...life??? or the DEATH that loves me so...life has never given me a chance yet you want me...you desire MY soul but what can I do??? I want so to be w/ you but I just cant let go!!! I might still have a purpose (YEAH RIGHT)...but what could I possibly do??? what good could ever come of me??? a man w/ ONLY such PAIN and MISERY...would anyone EVER MISS ME (doubtfully) maybe for a second (NO-MORE) could anyone EVER love me??? NOTHING ever lasts anyways (esp-love) so why cant I LET GO!!! and let you take me away from all THIS (PAIN)...I can feel you CLOSER now...I know I should let you in if I can (I cant) if ever I can let go of my FEAR and LONGING for MORE...all I want/need is TRUE love all I need is ATTENTION and a (sensative) listening ear...all I need is expectance something I never receive/no one ever STAYS here...THEY ALL LEAVE-HATE ME(KILL ME)...NOBODY WANTS ME...yet you do (WONT LEAVE) I NEED you so-perhaps someday I will find the strength to just LET GO...
3.EROTIC NIGHTMARES: i can be your bitch-your slave-i can be your man-or push me down till i behave~its all on your or it can be on me-lets pretend and see what we can be-lets mesh together-scare me...stair at me-wear me out...~i want your pain-i have no doubt-so come take me down to your erotic underground~in you everything melt away-only absolute pleasure stays and will make us happy in these days... |
