NEW POEMS - 02/11/02
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Words written on paper
Or on wood, stone, or glass
Bringing us visions
Of impossible worlds, ideas

And taking the imagination
On a virtual jouney to places
Beyond the realms of nature

A driving force behind me
Creating the want and need
To take away pain or sorrow
Even just momentarily

To bring a smile to one
Who hasn't in so long
That they have forgotten how

To bring a joyful tear
To those who think they can't
Gladness returning to the heart

Long enough to remind one
That there is more to life
Than merely what he sees

Beneath everyday actions
To read between the lines
Of that which I write
Or that which is spoken

Like a painting of nothing
Left to be interpreted
Can be nothing or anything

As each person who views it
Sees it as a different object
Some admiring the whole
Some reaching deep for meaning
Realizing it's not just picture
But a story, a novel... history!

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So is a poem, this is a story
That paints the background
For you, my reader
Giving you a foundation
On which the story changes
Each time it is read
And is different for everyone
So, imagine for an instant
This is your life story
Your pain and suffering
That you survive still
Share your dreams, goals
Talk about lost and found loves
Family, friendship, happiness, joy
Open up to those you care about
Be it a spouse or significant other
Let them in to your world
Paint them a picture with words
Whether a note, letter, or poem
It must come from the heart
And it will be beautiful
To them, though maybe not to you
But, remember the importance
Of understanding and realizing
You are your worst critic

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Do I know how you feel?
Can I feel your pain?
Dare I say I understand?
No! I cannot, for I do not!
Though I would take it away
If it were a possibility
Oh, to end the misery in you
To replace your torment with joy
So would it be, had I my wish
For, that is all I would want
And, so I hope, so I write
Wondering if words can help
To calm and caress you by voice
As you listen to me speak
For, that is all I can do
Comforting words and tone
I can take it all away
But, only for a short time
To allow sleep, relaxation
And dream of joy and love
Giving you visions of good
Imaginations of happiness
As you close your eyes tonight
So as to aide you in rest
Without interruption, hurt
Now, think of what one thing
Makes you happiest of all
And put all else out
Deep breaths, go now
Sleep well, dream, dream, dream

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An unfamiliar sight to me
Things I do not know
Unseen eyes watching
The slightest moves I make
A colorless, silent void
I feel alone, solitary
But, I know of others
Their presence haunting
Lost or traveling through
I can only guess which
Swirling smoke or clouds
Blue sky, or is it water
Upside-down, downside-up
Left is right, east is west
And death becomes life
As it is trans-dimentional
Much in the way, is time
No height, width, or depth
Not seen, but felt always
Like the steadiest heartbeat
Am I turning, or is the world
not able to be still
For that would be death
Quickly, I move in stillness
Pondering life as we all do
As it is soberly intoxicating
The confusion is clear
All is not what it seems
I am a figment of imagination
What more can there be?

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What is it about some
That makes me look twice
What do I look for
What do I look at
Wy can I not look away
Yearning or longing
Or something else
Maybe nothing at all
And why is it then
That when I fall
It is hard and fast
Why not soft and slow
The ones that seem worthy
Are always taken by trash
Treated harshly, wrong
Could it be their looks
Is it just the prize
Something to show off
I do not think, in some eyes
I am all that attractive
Those that I want
To see me as someone
A person they want
Do not, and they are
Who I am attracted to
But those whom I attract
Are not in wont of me
So it seems the way
Is it like that for all
Or am I just different
I cannot be too sure
But I do know this
Life does go on

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Wanted by many
Want only one
They know nothing
But, I listen
And I am supportive
Just looking for friends
Or do they want more?
What makes me different
I am but a vision
An angel or a hero
Put on a pedestal
Where I do not belong
They do not know me
And believe all I say
Even if it were untrue
But, I do not lie to them
Perhaps that is why
Reason for their want
Honesty unfamiliar to them
Missing something in life
Somebody to care for them
To worry about them, even
Which is what I do well
Though, a hinderance
Must all learn this way
Of how it really is?
Or go on believing
In a fairy tale?
Or, for once, maybe
Somebody would listen to me
Listen to my problems
But, no! They wish not to
That is alright with me
For, what choice do I have?
I will keep writing
So all those who care
What bothers me most
Will know by what's read
And if it hurts any
I apologize, but truth...
Is Truth!

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The Holidays
The holiday season approaches rapidly
As the need for companionshiop grows
Oh, how dearly I yearn to be whole
Almost forgetting how it feels now
To celebrate this time of year with one
With which there is a common passion
That each loves the other, unconditional
Yes, I admit this to be my weakness
And sadness flows over me slowly
Like the shadow created by a cloud
As it drifts silently between the sun
And the shell that I have become
But, I look toward a different direction
I see how the future will one day be
Assuming that this is the only way
Knowing I must learn to sacrifice
And as I complete unfinished business
So when the time has come for me
Those skeletons will be buried, peacefully
Offering me the chance to finally move on
As the chains holding me now, vanish
The marks will remain forever, though
As scars, that will become less obvious
Through the unnoticeable movement of time
There to remind me of my suffering
To keep me thoughtful of my advancements
But, though I lack what I wish for most
I remain mindful of what is to come
And I will smile, knowing these things
Keeping the knowledge that someday
I will have that one, certain, opportunity
To give happiness to someone special
And, in return, receive true contentment

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In My Arms
To lie down beside you
And hold you so tight
Waking you from bad dreams
Comforting , caressing you
So that you may sleep again
Knowing loving hands are there
Touching anc reminding you
That you are safe from harm
Each and every night of life
With hopes of happy dreams-
Meadows, hills and valleys
The warm sun rising, setting
Colorful whisping clouds above
And far off on the horizon
A cock crowing, or bells ringing
The union of two happy souls
Or the arrival of a new life
To give meaning to the day
Another reason for a smile
As the fire dies slowly
Enchantingly in the hearth
Mesmorizing, dancing embers
Almost hypnotizing us, sitting
Nearby, birds chirp, they know
With not a care in the world
They sing a happy tune
A sweet, calming melody
Lightly falling, a summer rain
Daring us to dance beneath
Twirling, laughing, singing
Running in circles, playfully
As if years were removed
From our young adult lives
White tipped mountains
As we look one direction
The foaming, dancing ocean
While glancing the other way
And out of the corner of my eye
I notice the northern lights
Tempting us to just begin walking
Toward the spectacular show
As if it is just for our viewing
Warm summer nights, full moon
Stars as far as we can see
Appearing to be within reach
Though, we know better, we try
I can imagine your beautiful smile
While you sleep, seeing this
And oh, so very much more
That words cannot explain
Photographs cannot capture all
Only the eyes and mind can see
The true beauty that I describe
You do not see yourself as I see you
Perfectly precious, priceless
In my mind, you are the one
And now I smile, drifting to sleep
To join you in paradise
As you rest, in my arms....

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Take a Chance
A battle rages in my mind
War beginnig in my heart
To go against all I know
Tossing caution to the wind
Forgetting all I've been taught
Out of mind, everything learned
But how would I do it
Without conscience or morals
Tugging at my very soul
Not to give into temptation
Even when it is my wont
I wish, just for one time
To do something different
Not what is good, right
Not what is evil, wrong
Just that which is not me
The reader must wonder
"What does he speak of?"
So, I will explain now
To approach a stranger
Offer to help, if needed
To drink myself sober
Party like there's no tomorrow
To begin a conversation
A person I do not know
To travel to someplace
Making no plan, destination
To have a one-night stand
Enjoying the experience
To sample an exotic dish
Probably wishing I hadn't
Take a cab across town
Conveniently forgetting to pay
To sell my possessions
Move to someplace new
to start a fight one day
One who is "better" than me
To panhandle for a day
Spend that money unwisely
To start a new business
Selling what nobody wants
And these are only a few
Just a look at my thoughts
Letting you delve deeply
Into my demented mind
Possibly making you think
"Could I do these things?"
"What would I do, maybe?"
Or maybe just "Crazy talk!"
But, I care not, really
Just my imaginations
And, you have your own
Who knows, maybe soon
I just might do something
Take that chance
Feel that rush
Bring that story to paper!

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