Well I turned 30 on the 23rd... I don't feel any better about it than I did on the 22nd!! I wasnt ready to leave my 20's and head into my 30's. The other day I realized if I am 30 that means my dad will be 50 this year!! OMG!! Time was going so slow then I turned 21 and WHAM it just flew from there!! I guess it doent help that my oldest baby and I do mean baby will be 13 on halloween   or that my mom was a grandma at 35!! UGHHHH!!! I have been in a terrible slump sence the 20th. Everything just keeps going downhill. I am hoping to spend some time with my best friend Wendy this weekend.... maybe she can bring me up. Who knows. OK, I'm going to go I'll check in again later dont worry..... byesssss