Weak Seed

I never thought i'd see myself today
head over heels falling for you in every way
my mind goes numb my hearts in a wreck
what? cant hear nothing but the words you say
now, then just when things were goin right
you cheated, ripped my heart out raw
the worst pain of it all is seein' what i saw


i cant see through a 'nother day
there is no other way to deal
wit this endless pain that i feel
i find myself cryin, inside im dyin
nobody's listenin but the voices in my head
they're tellin me, i'm better off dead


listen to me, the words, what i said
but it doesnt mean shit to you
cant stick to you, goes through from you
its pointless tryin to fight these feelings that i feel
the god given strength is something that i need
my weakness spreads beneath my skin
deeper now, it's growin like a seed
the pain gnaws at my soul
depression takin' me whole
self-esteem aint nowhere to be seen
aint shit i can do now on my very own
but let the pain consume me
all my emotions have been thrown
'wish i had a heart of stone


i cant see through a 'nother day
there is no other way to deal
wit this endless pain that i feel
i find myself cryin, inside im dyin
nobody's listenin but the voices in my head
they're tellin me, i'm better off dead


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