The Dove's Tale
It was late in 1987 that Ralph and
I sat talking about the weirdness of our lives and I told him
of the story of Theresa Through The Key Hole.
How we got on it I really don't remember
but as I reached the end of the story he asked me how did Theresa
get into the house.
I told him how she had said that she
had went down to the second landing on between the second and
third floor and climbed out the window onto the lower factory
roof then climbed the ladder to the upper factory roof and then
entered the house through her bed room window.
The moment I explained it he said,
" That was it that's why y'all
did not answer me, all these years I thought you knew but you
didn't."
" Didn't know what? "I asked
confused
" Jessie, " he said "
that bastard tried to rape me. "
" What... When... Where.... "
I stuttered shocked.
" When I was a little kid I was
going upstairs to get some water and he told me Pop was in the
basement and wanted to see me.
I went down there and he tried to
rape me but he could not hold on to me because he couldn't use
that other hand.
I climbed up into that old coal shoot
and when he reached for me me I took a hand full of that old
stinking coal and ground it into his eye, but he grabbed my leg
and pulled me down, drug me over to the window on the other side
and pushed me up through all that garbage over there and locked
me out there with all those rats, mice, maggots, and water bugs.
I kept calling up to the window for
Mother, you, or Gulene"
( Our aunt who lived on the second
floor but on the other side of the building, our side of the
building.)
" That's why I was mad I thought
all of you knew what he had done, that is why I stopped speaking
until Janet hit me."
I thought you stopped speaking to
me because I had got you in trouble for coming upstairs I thought
you got a beating and was mad at me." I said.
" No I was mad at the whole family
I thought you all knew I was down there I thought it was no way
you could not hear me calling you.
Then Mr. Sloan heard me crying and
came to the window and saw Jessie looking down at me and asked
him what the hell was he doing, he then came down and got me.
When he bought me upstairs mother
thought he had taken me and threatened to call the police on
him and had him fired from the building.
" Ralph I heard you calling I
was in the window right above you if I would have looked down
I would have saw you," I said " I saw Jessie sitting
in the window taking but I thought he was talking to some kid
the was taking care of in the house, that's why he ran from the
window when he saw me."
As he was waving at me upstairs he
had Ralph locked in the ally right below me.
I grew furious and said that I still
thought I knew where we could find Jessie, but Ralph said,
" I have forgiven the family
and Jessie along time ago." Ralph calmly said,
" Butch, if I can forgive him
and seek no vengeance, so should you."
Theresa may not have turned into a
puff of smoke and went through the keyhole that day but her story
had supplied a key that unlocked a door that had been sealed
for over thirty years that night.
As for how I came to dream of what
had happened to Ralph those many years ago my only explanation
is probably the same way I came to dream of the lady in the red
dress, Ralph and I were close very close.
Part
Seven