suic

Dear Momma,
What can i say?
I'm gonna go
but not runaway
.honestly i will miss you,
but really that's not true.
i feel so much hate insede,
there's no room to love you.
wanted so much
all that never succeeds
all i got was out of touch
reality starts to recede
fear takes over
i'm not in control
i'm losing my head
i'm losing hold
everything is crumbling
i'm losing faith
in all that is
help me Jesus
take me away
take me far, far away
Dear Anybody,
It's been real,
but not quite.
froget all this;
i just lied.
Sincerely,
Suicide