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Scars on my wrist from Suburban wars
I lived my life behind middle class bars
My parents wanted so much
But she wanted something else
And when i wouldn't give it
She left like the rest
STAGNATE REFLECTIONS
III
I was taught to learn from my mistakes
Like a good little Catholic girl
I always obey
Got punished on my knees
And there I would pray
Always seemed to happen more than it should
But good girls don't ask why
They just do as there told and
Accept it when they die
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It seems like I'm just meant to be alone
Seems like I'm meant to be hurt
Seems like I'm always wrong
I thing God's got a vendetta against me
And She's not telling what I did
VI
Don't call me unique
It's an excuse for your mundane life to call me special
And it makes me feel like a misprinted coin
To be collected and set on a desk
To be oohed and awed at
I'm a product of my life
The mere multiplaction of my enviroment times my reactions
Not unique, just a different equation
V
I hate questioning stares
They won't ask; They wouldn't dare
Just fill in the silence
And make up your own version
Never mind the truth in our prefabricated violence
IV
But a non conformist like me
Who'll ask questions
And get slapped
Doesn't really care about pain
Doesn't really care about answers either
Just wants to see the shock on your face
Know I caused it and that i stood up
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