| the truth is an obscure answer that u don't want to know like of were my scars came from of course i'm lying to you and i din't see you in middle school because i was in partial watching kids go psycho going along for the ride I don't remember anything from highschool they said i was quiet i was drugs i was living in a fantasy world because sometimes a fantasy is all you need a crystal held in time and the drugs seem ridiculous now after changing your cath bag and the alcohol is suicide after i put you into another bed and my mind doesn't stop my veins from hurting or the muscle spasms from coming and i'm so dirty i don't think i'll ever come clean never able to scrub off the stench of what they did to me or the dirt they locked inside |