Dream::
The dream, as it were, was me as a submissive, and I had failed my Mistress by doing something wrong at the doctor that she took me to, to have me examined. I was her new submissive and she took me there to have me checked out first. I was feeling very upset with myself for having upset her and she was going to punish me. There was a spigot, like a showerhead, coming out of the ceiling in her house down in the basement somewhere, and she cuffed my left wrist to it. I can still fairly vividly feel the leather cuff on that wrist. I knew she was going to blast me with water, but I was a little unconcerned until I began to worry if the water was going to be too hot or too cold. I felt very bad for having failed her, and soon my arm began to burn with the effort it being above my head too long. My real arms as I awoke were curled around the pillow, I knowÉ.I thought of that too. Anyway, she never did punish me with waterÉ I had apologized very well, but she did leave me there awhile. Then I was released and I turned her bed down for her, and she had said to me, "You really are very submissive, arenÕt you?" and I had said, "Yes, Mistress." Then she went to bed and turned out the light, and I curled up beside the bed, and went to 'sleep'. Once I fell 'asleep' I woke up for real and it felt like a dream.
.nikki.'s interpretation::
This isn't as in-depth, as I'd like it, but I have to head off somehwere in a few minutes. Here's my interpretation: The mistress=the dominant side of your personality. The failed at doctor when you were checked out may have been when you left out information given to your doctor, and you feel that has affected your health. Just one, but it may also be that the doctor represents your desire for a healthier lifestyle. The basement equals your subconscious. The spigot or showerhead represents a cleansing of old matters regarding a male. Your left wrist is a symbol of your past, you are holding onto tightly, and it hurts you. Too hot/too cold= you are okay with the cleansing/healing process(unconcerned) but worry about the actual emotional effects of it. Will you become angry? Or will you become emotionless? Neither are desired options. Your arm may have been the physical effects of the pillow, but it may also have been a representation of your burning desire to do the right thing. Basically, your weak subconscious side is being dominated by your desire for a healthier life, and is criticizing your deep subconscious self for giving in. This is most likely in regards to a male figure in your life who's affected you emotionally(the water that never came out of the spigot).
