Dream::
I had two diamond rings (engagement rings?) The one with a Zirconia stone (which I have) the other a big "yellow" diamond. I went into a hotel/casino and handed it over to my nephew (whom I have not seen in years in reality) for I was afraid that I might lose them, or they are going to be stolen. He threw them into a wooden cupboard between some money. Did not lock cupboard . I went behind his back to fetch them. Did not tell him or his wife . I was afraid that he was going to steal them. Did not trust him or his wife. I was scared of losing the rings and that they might find out that i'd taken it. Some unknown people were trying to find out about the rings. I was afraid of nephew and fled.
Background-- me and my boyfriend broke up because of his intimacy fears. (he broke up) We do love each other and I believe we are soulmates. He visited me and I could see the hurt and love in his eyes. I KNOW HE LOVES ME. He is afraid to get hurt etc. He said he will always run away from a serious relationship.
.nikki.'s interpretation::
Mm...The rings symbolize your boyfriend.Zirconia is cold, while the diamond is warm(yellow). You found richness in the relationship. The hotel/casino represents risk, and loss, yet possible gain. Your nephew represents your fear that you will not see your boyfriend again in years. Yet you handed over your valuable love, your trust. He threw you and your relationship into a tight situation (cupboard and money). A cupboard holds things in, and hides them. Yet it was not locked, insecure. The relationship was not held together securely enough to overcome his intimacy problems. You think if you could work on things yourself, without him, it could work out between you both. Yet, you're afraid he'll steal your heart again, and anger will ensue. There is no more trust between you. You feel you have taken, or felt too much love, and that you need permission from him to do so. A part of your subconscious wants to learn about love more deeply. It's telling you to not give up. You will not go back to this relationship out of your choice, and his reasons for breaking up with you will affect you no longer (fled).
