Dream::
I remember my husband walking out the front door of our apartment and dying of a heart attack (where, I don't know). All I could think about was "Wow, I can finally chuck all his stuff. I'm gonna have more room in the apartment now," and "Ohmigod...I'm free." My thoughts on it - I want out of the marriage (I do) and am selfish in that I only think of myself. Any suggestions?
Also, I dreamed of a guy I went to high school with. I dreamed that we were in English class, we all had pillows and were crashing out in class, but Bob and I would raise our heads every so often and make out. I'm not talking just a few smooches - I mean full out tongue - we kept sucking each other's tongues (my tongue was pierced in the dream, as it is in real life). I remember thinking that his tongue was very cold. (Backgroud for above - I knew a guy in HS named *** ******, and I'd known him since elementary school. We'd always been friends, but never dated.) Ideas? Any help is much appreciated.
.nikki.'s interpretation::
It sounds like wish-fulfillment. I would take it as a sign that you are serious about ending it. Yet, I can't offer much more than that, other than possibly in regards to his heart, you wish his love for you would die.
The second dream, Bob represents a time in your life when you were free. You communicated more back then. You wish to re-connect with that part of you. Currently, your conversations and romance are cold. There is no warmth. Bring in more talks with your husband before you make a final decison.
