Today we are doing well, though a bit tired, yet I feel you are getting more active by the day. Last night it was as if you were doing gymnastics....but I love the way it feels! I do my best to keep happy hormonal states running thru my body and negative emotions out, to give you the optimum energy to grow and develop to the desires of your soul! I know you know how much it will mean to me and your father to have you with us, to share our life and joys and even at times our pains... you are coming into a family filled with laughter, and you will bring even more with your arrival! I will do my best to give you everything you will ever need, on every level, though I know that if there is Love, then all else will come from that. I do feel your prescence strongly...and know that we are connected in a mesh of webs much deeper than this collective world goes, and that we will share our dream in harmony and with many many smiles! It is beautiful to experience you in my Body, and in my Dreaming, and it will be even more joyful to hold you in my arms for the first time, and see your pure and innocent eyes meeting mine in a recognition of life that goes beyond our current estimation of time. We are primal, we are from the stars, and we will dance our dance thru this vibration, thru this dream, and we will give our sparks to others as loverays and bouqets of lightflakes! Today I greet you once more, and give you my promise of love and adoration and nurturance....and feel in return your gentle embrace within my heart and soul...
I smile for you.
~Your Starmother
I feel my starchild whispering
sending me lightrays and dancing
opening pathways thru dreaming
of a space that always Is.
I feel my starchild wandering
skipping singing imagining
making a path to meet me here
in a space that always Is.
I feel my starchild waking me
smiling caressing bathing me
within the sunfilled opening
of a space that always Is.
And will you, starchild, greet me here
with gentle face and happy tears?
Will you hold my heart in mirth
upon the eve of sacred birth?
Will you dream with me this dream
and shed your light on everything
within this web and pulsing ebb
of a space that always is?
~Puella Eterna 20May05