All in a moment
a journeys beginning
a lifetimes end
the vortex starts spinning
and sucks me in
The little blue van
is coming to take me away
the little blue van
is on its way
the dark little man
is making his claim
the dark little man
is starting the game
And I don't want to know
what it's coming to
I don't want to know
where it's going to
I dont want to know
what she's going thru
do you want to know
what i'm going thru?
In fragments of moments
I am gripped from beneath
the cloud pulls me under
and removes his sheath
there are no words
that could whisper this dream
that could penetrate so deep
and shatter the seams
there are no excuses
that could remove these stains
that could free these tears
and resurrect these remains
The little blue van
is on its way
the little blue van
is coming to play
the dark little man
is coming for me
the dark little man
is inside of me
And I don't want to know
what it's coming to
I don't want to know
where it's going to
I don't want to know
what she's going thru
do you want to know
what I'm going thru?
In daydreams and playthings
I still see the face
in nightmares and daystares
I still feel the chase
there are no feelings
that could understand me now
there are no directions
to find my way out
there is only a glimpse
of a life that once was
there is only a shadow
covered in rust
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