EVERY STEP

You know I blamed you for everything
But yesterday I hit deep
People asked and asked when I was quiet
I couldn�t give them me so I lied


With every step I take
Someone hits me in the face
With every step I take
I see them racing on my side
And I know the world is too small
But I just don�t understand
why I keep answering nicely


You know I don�t blame you anymore
But I�m tired and I�ve been wishing I could see you
When people ask and ask and smile looking at each other
I keep quiet and sing some words inside and some aloud


And with every step I take
I can feel the hand before it touches my arm
And when I understand what went wrong
I give up my now
And of course then I see someone
Who has suffered much more than I
Standing on my side on the train ride
back home without saying a word I know
The feeling we consume when breathing the scase air


I just want to hold you
I just need to see you
And when I understand what went wrong I give up my now
Cuss I�ve never wanted them
Cuss I�m much more than that


And I don�t care what they think of me
Cuss the crazy decides who isn�t normal
They talk behind my back
And I�m not as interested in them as they are in me


With every step I reaffirm how much I loved you
With every step I�m becoming the biggest antisocial human
With every step I�m wishing they understood respect is the base of society
When I sat down I wished you were there
Sitting here I wish you were here with me.