LEAVING

I�m inside of something
I feel everybody staring
While my eyes tear
I remember
Words said to my face
And thoughts I did not correct


I know you are hurting somewhere out there
You couldn't hear what I didn't say
I see people celebrate
And my mind remembers for times
I can't help to cry


All this hate
All this fear
It is all mine
All this secrets
All this pain
Thirst I can't satiate


And you are still there
I just want to hold your hand again
And go somewhere else
Not your place
Not my place
But it's over now
Time separated us


Now that I understand
I think we could have been together
But still I don't come alone
And there are lots of things
I can not do
In my head
I have this installed law


Pain made me intelligent
I'm smarter now
Without knowing
I broke the image
They created for the first child
And it's fine to dream


But they accepted me
They were there were I needed them
You leaving was the final lesson
And with time I forgave everything
I hated about this place
I stared at my mom
She was sleeping after a hard day of work
How could I complain
Besides the details she loves me.


I�m studying here with power
That I thought I'd lost
I'm planning on leaving
I'm planning on leaving
I care about this place
But I care more about you So
I'm planning on leaving.