SO BEHIND

I like the way you protect
the person you hear when I�m quiet
And I know you see the free minded
and strong spirit I represent
But a force from somewhere else is pushing
Pushing me forward and back
forward and back
back to the bad I forgot I had


And I fought for you
But I'm always so behind
of you
I'm always so behind
of you


And I'm so depress
so lost and sick
and tired
and bored


And I can't answer wrong anymore
can't give an ended job
I'm so blind
can't see the finish line
But I like the taste of you
I got addicted to showing my talent
and leaving before you could know me more


Sometimes an unplanned fight
and I end up in the other side of the door
but I know
I technically left cuz I said no
not soon enough
for you to fall in love
with me


And I fought for you
But I'm always so behind
of you
I'm always so behind
of you


Looking back puts me behind
I know I came a long way
I like what I see of who I was
But I never followed society stupid rules
And I am the free soul you saw


But I'm always so behind
And I can't fight anymore
Cuz I'm always so behind
of you


And I got addicted to the taste
of you
so nice fresh and open
so sweet and caring
But I have to be myself
so lost and careful
so open minded and quiet
so many strong beliefs
so ethical and sad
not afraid to say no


I'm not even afraid to fight you
Knowing I�ll lose you
Even when I love you
But I can not not fight you
With you being so unreasonable and all
I fight for who I was for what I feel
Even when I know I'll lose you
Even when I know you are doing just the same to me
And I'm always so behind of you
so behind
so behind
I'm always so behind of you
I'm always so behind of you
so behind
so behind
so behind
of you.