YOU WERE ALWAYS

It's just the plain simple truth
You are everything
I've been searching for
You are in every dream I dream


Some man is cleaning my window
I'm hiding in a mental transparency
Mornings hurt so bad from every time
I open my eyes and I release
You slept in someone else�s bed
till I hear and know I'm not alone


I do miss you
But
You were always
You were always
You were always some place else
You always had to call
Our relation was based in excuses
It was living in hell
Like some bingo you can't leave


Sometimes I want you so bad
I mean you were always so nice
When I was thinking
I was the only one you loved


Sometimes I'm so afraid
I really need you to hold me inside your arms
I hear gun shoots all night
This neighborhood is hell
This was supposed to be our temporary home


I do miss you
But
You were always
You were always
You were always some place else
You always had to call
Our relation was based in excuses
It was living in hell
Like some bingo you can't leave


There are noises that cross my wall
So if I can hear them
that means they can hear me too
They can hear my silence
when my phone rings for hours.