LOST FOR THE REST


After reading your words
I could not close my eyes during the night
My eyes starting seeing dark shadows
My eyes started sharing tears between each other


After trying hard to do everything perfect
I did not even care at the end
I had lost hope after seeing death schedule the same time
The excuse was enough for me to give in


So After fixing the room for the night
I found I could not see the lights
when I was lay in bed
After thinking of your condescending words
I just thought who were you
For me to be quiet and waiting
You were always so right


You made me sick of my own silence and patience
See I love being alone and lost
I love being silent and patient
Though I have the ability to walk away
I got sick of it, though
I was calm when I crossed the boarder the last time
I found the way to not care and finally leave


And I do too
need to feel love
Because they showed me how to love
They taught me to first love
Well they at least tried
But now they are gone
And the speech of love being alone wont fix me
God what's wrong with me


People want to see hate
They want to feel love
People want to talk
They want to be heard as well
But There's to much injustice
in the world


After seeing so much hate
I can't see much hope
I see the world
But I can't hear what�s going on in it
Cause I don't want to help
When I know the results will be unequal


You can't break the world and said it was all of us
You can't break the world and said it was all of us


It was no me, see
I was just there silent and hiding


I did never hear
I liked the silence
I liked me in my life
I, I didn't care for anything else
I, I trusted few
But I did
I , I did care and love some
I was just lost for the rest


And I did love
I , I needed their love
Selfish me
Felt their love first
I tried to give my love last.