LOVE YOU

I felt it
But I didn't know
The rainy wake up
The air and the voices
I felt 12 again


While he was walking
I had forgotten
I was listening the silence
And thought I have everything
What else do I have to learn


In the shower
I stared at the new walls
Water was falling everywhere
the room was completed yellow
Two windows allowing a new world view


And I thought things have changed
I missed my life
When did I decided about anything
When did I choose about anything
When did I forgot about my love ones
I was planing a life that failed
I was planing a death that was postponed
and that morning


I felt it
In bed and in an
unusual Saturday morning shower
I went into my room
And heard the telephone ring
And the bad news hit me


The picture hurt
I always loved you
You always loved me
You always were scared for me
I've always been scared for you
I love you
And it hurts to see you like this


But I will hold your hand again soon
And I'll keep the way you hold to me
everytime you hold to me
everytime I hold to you


And I will see you smile again soon
And I'll keep the way you laughed with me
everytime you knew I understood you
everytime you understood me and laughed
when I didn't expected you to laugh


I love you
I'll always love you
Now I don't have another option
than to think of you every moment
for the rest of my life
I love you
and I will always love you with all my heart.