KILL YOURSELF

I know If I were death
I would follow you and ask you
To do all the crazy things


And I would laugh, I would laugh
Cuss I love you ,
And you are the only one
who I'd like to watch
And you wouldn't have to worry about me
cuss you know I'd only be there when you call
And I wouldn't care what you choose to do
Cuss you know I died in love with you


Yesterday and old man said killing yourself
that's cowerness but me look at me
facing life shows courage I'm 78 years old
He said look at Marilyn Monroe what a cower
at the same line he said how beautiful she was


Well sir I don't think she cared about being the beautiful cower
I think she couldn't take people like you sir any more
The pain she must have felt was more valuable than the beauty she owned
You chose to see what you wanted to see nothing more than a body
and she is the cower well you sir are the asshole


If I want to kill myself
I don't give a darn of what you think
I have run away from places before
I had to deal with depression in my mind
Why do I have to save you from peoples opinions?
Why do I have to save you from saying she killed herself?
I'm not asking you to say it
You are making something that's mine yours
And I'm the selfish bastard
Well the world does not go around me sir
you with your stupid questions made me the center of attention


You know he is gone
And I know he is here when I call
Maybe facing life it's crazy
Making this painful choices
Facing failures are kinda funny
I bet he is laughing his butt out
I only hope evolution shows that when
you died you are dirt but your soul fly�s
But its crazy and I know cuss I've read so many things
I know it's the unconscious saying no to an end
you dream out of problems you miss someone and
you create internal images so I'm gonna be dirt
what�s the difference between today�s dirt and tomorrows dirt sir
ain't dirt always not pretty?


And I would cry, I would cry
When you cried cuss ,
You are the only one
Who I'd help,
And you wouldn't have to worry about me
cuss you know I'd only be there when you call
I'll be the same one you once saw
And I wouldn't care what you choose to do
Cuss you know I died in love with you.