FRESH NEW HELL

I can relate
I can talk
I can kiss
I can miss


I can see
I can feel
I can think
I can mean


I can help
I can touch
I can smile
I can laugh


It's scary
It's painfully
Because I feel guilty
And I can�t not understand it


It's sad
Cuss you are not here
But It�s fine
Cuss whatever happens
is better than loosing you


The happy life after the hell
Is not good
It will never be ok
Cuss I met you and I found happiness
Then I lost you
And I was right back there in pain
Feeling empty and angry


So how could I be happy
How can I be happy
This things are not enough
I can love
I can smile
But I can't forget
And I�m fine with remembering you
But the memories make me sad eventually
So
I can miss
I can yell
I can beg
but you are not coming back
You are never coming back.