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| Me I like to be unique, myself. I hate imitating others, or trying to hide myself under a fake self. But I do have what some many people have. I'm serious, even bipolar at times, but what can be done? My side of humor is quite a bit morbid. I enjoy bothering people, strangely that's how they stand me =P. But I don't like to socialize. I don't like to start conversations either. No Religion I'm one of those people who can't believe until they see. I don't see anything as grand as a god. And I, only feel if I can see. That's something I get tired of hearing from people: 'you feel God's love even if you don't see it.' Can't feel anything as grand as that either. The only thing I feel is nature's own powers and mysticism, nothing else. However, I do respect what other people believe. I'm not the type to bluff them, or discriminate them for what they believe and live for. Because the world we live in is mixed up with a bit of everything. And beleive it or not, I attend a catholic school, but that's because my mother obligues me to, and to obtain good grades. I really have a hard time there, especially with religion class. The mystic-type life I shroud myself in all that's mystic. I say it's quite in my blood from my family. From my mother's side. I can see, and sense, spiritual forms, and any type of different force around (if anyone's trying to hex me I'll know ^_~...). I perform in the dark arts at times. Whether I need to curse, protect (from bad backfires), and heal. I curse someone if that person has pestered my life in due amount of time. For making me feel angry and waste words, or energy. Oh yes, they'll get it badly. I try to heal only those that mean something to me, if they ever get sick or such. I don't heal myself, cause' I like my parents to take pity on me when sick =P, that way, they serve me on everything. My dreams are special. And I almost don't even dream. Whenever I dream I see part of any success that's going to happen. But what I don't understand is, most visions are bad. That's why I don't like dreaming much. So why is all on my family's side? My mother can communicate with the dead, my grandmother can do lots of other things, like making teas with medicinal herbs, and have some visions. And my great-grandmother (yes she's alive) can do other things, though I can't remember. From her, I don't know if the family chain continues. Living beside music Well...I have played instruments through my life, loved music a lot, and that's why the title ^^' My favorite music, as you must already know it, is rock, especially gothic. ^^ Reason for my site's layout...I prefer Japanese Rock, because is very different, and really good. Either gothic, metal or indies (and even techno, like Schwarz Stein) I like them all. The first gothic band I ever listened to, was Malice Mizer. And Mana-san grew big on me. He's my #1 idol. And he inspires me a lot ^^' Mana-san is a very different person from the rest of the world (that's what I think) and that's why I like him so much. Aside from J, I also listen to european bands a lot. My favorite is Nightwish, followed by Tristania, and a portuguese band named Moonspell. The least I listen are the american bands. And they are the easiest to find here at my country. Well, that's how it goes. And you know how people like me get treated...For liking this sort of music anf lifestyle, we are called "satanists" but allow me to input the all-american slang, that's bullshit. We're just different from the world. I was going to join a band once, but for certain problems, I couldn't. I don't even want to talk about it, because everytime I do I get awfully angry...(family issues). Everyday life... I'm a bit of a loner. I don't enjoy going out much, since where I live there isn't that much to enjoy for a goth o_O. I go shopping, my favorite places are the big malls. How I dress to go out, you must already know...I go out most times black, and even if I'm goth, I like to dress a bit punk, dunno why. What saddens me :( is that I can't dress gothic lolita style...it's all so far, and besides no one here dresses likely. Can't wait to go to Japan... I don't like to socialize, I'm not good at that, but I do allow you to reach me if you desire, I won't kill, as long as you don't come over to insult me, resulting you're the opposite side of my style. (you get my drift, bro?) Yes that's what I mean. I don't know how I've lasted so long in this small spot of the Caribbean called Puerto Rico. I don't hate the island, I hate it's people. Well, most of the people are the same. Unrespectful, prideful about what they don't have to be, and utterly sarcastic. But there are nice people out here, al least! Otherwise, I would've run away. That's why I hate politics, they disgust me. I don't know about other countries, but the politic in here is so screwed up, that I grew up sick of it. It's unfair. I'm a person who likes, to be in places where there can be more politeness than rudeness, and not so much noise. In here, there's not at least a freaking car in town that has disgusting, vulgar music (rap, hip-hop, eww) at all volumes, so loud, that the rodents in the underground run away. >.< They're such bakas, and have no dignity. Plus they have a lewd and uncivilized behaviour. It's a pity, really, such nice island, but the style of living of most people is sad. Where I only enjoy myself, is at fine or fancy places. I don't want to impose as the queen here, but these particular places are the only ones I have none of the things mentioned above. I don't try these places on my own either, my parents have educated me well. Example, the best place I like to spend my time is at japanese restaurants, or chinese. Here the japanese (or chinese) treat you really polite. I get away from the world when I'm there ^-^ Dislikings... that's quite a lot. I'm a hater, most of the smallest things you can imagine ^^" I do hate people that are plain ignorants, especially if they carry a heavy bag of sarcasm...I dislike sluts, they're like worthless of the living, to this world, and to all humanity. My school has soo much of it. I hate to be pushed over by people, I hate when they haste me, the word hurry on me is a taboo. And I hate preaches, especially from family. I also hate my school's, how you say that? administrator? Principal? Well HER, she's the worst there is. And obviously I dislike school. Now for the smallest things...sun and sultry, big lines, sweets, crosswords, math. politicians and their un-promissing politics, sports, physical ed. class. Likings... Let me think...the music I hear, the works I make, I love sleeping. I like to learn languages. I like all sorts of asian stuff, like food, language, martial arts, culture, boys...er...(Gackt in mind). I like the classic gothic things, like the victorian and the medieval. The ancient things too, especially the egyptian. I love alchemy, is so mysterious and intriguing, and I love witchcraft. I like the occult, because I live beside it. I also like martial arts a lot. The only sport I ever love to practice (tae kwon do). I love forensics, they rule. I've always loved to go to a morgue one day. This is me. The picture was taken by my mom at the dining room. -_- Finally...a picture of myself. It's been years. XD |
| Me I like to be unique, myself. I hate imitating others, or trying to hide myself under a fake self. But I do have what some many people have. I'm serious, even bipolar at times, but what can be done? My side of humor is quite a bit morbid. I enjoy bothering people, strangely that's how they stand me =P. But I don't like to socialize. I don't like to start conversations either. No Religion I'm one of those people who can't believe until they see. I don't see anything as grand as a god. And I, only feel if I can see. That's something I get tired of hearing from people: 'you feel God's love even if you don't see it.' Can't feel anything as grand as that either. The only thing I feel is nature's own powers and mysticism, nothing else. However, I do respect what other people believe. I'm not the type to bluff them, or discriminate them for what they believe and live for. Because the world we live in is mixed up with a bit of everything. And beleive it or not, I attend a catholic school, but that's because my mother obligues me to, and to obtain good grades. I really have a hard time there, especially with religion class. The mystic-type life I shroud myself in all that's mystic. I say it's quite in my blood from my family. From my mother's side. I can see, and sense, spiritual forms, and any type of different force around (if anyone's trying to hex me I'll know ^_~...). I perform in the dark arts at times. Whether I need to curse, protect (from bad backfires), and heal. I curse someone if that person has pestered my life in due amount of time. For making me feel angry and waste words, or energy. Oh yes, they'll get it badly. I try to heal only those that mean something to me, if they ever get sick or such. I don't heal myself, cause' I like my parents to take pity on me when sick =P, that way, they serve me on everything. My dreams are special. And I almost don't even dream. Whenever I dream I see part of any success that's going to happen. But what I don't understand is, most visions are bad. That's why I don't like dreaming much. So why is all on my family's side? My mother can communicate with the dead, my grandmother can do lots of other things, like making teas with medicinal herbs, and have some visions. And my great-grandmother (yes she's alive) can do other things, though I can't remember. From her, I don't know if the family chain continues. Living beside music Well...I have played instruments through my life, loved music a lot, and that's why the title ^^' My favorite music, as you must already know it, is rock, especially gothic. ^^ Reason for my site's layout...I prefer Japanese Rock, because is very different, and really good. Either gothic, metal or indies (and even techno, like Schwarz Stein) I like them all. The first gothic band I ever listened to, was Malice Mizer. And Mana-san grew big on me. He's my #1 idol. And he inspires me a lot ^^' Mana-san is a very different person from the rest of the world (that's what I think) and that's why I like him so much. Aside from J, I also listen to european bands a lot. My favorite is Nightwish, followed by Tristania, and a portuguese band named Moonspell. The least I listen are the american bands. And they are the easiest to find here at my country. Well, that's how it goes. And you know how people like me get treated...For liking this sort of music anf lifestyle, we are called "satanists" but allow me to input the all-american slang, that's bullshit. We're just different from the world. I was going to join a band once, but for certain problems, I couldn't. I don't even want to talk about it, because everytime I do I get awfully angry...(family issues). Everyday life... I'm a bit of a loner. I don't enjoy going out much, since where I live there isn't that much to enjoy for a goth o_O. I go shopping, my favorite places are the big malls. How I dress to go out, you must already know...I go out most times black, and even if I'm goth, I like to dress a bit punk, dunno why. What saddens me :( is that I can't dress gothic lolita style...it's all so far, and besides no one here dresses likely. Can't wait to go to Japan... I don't like to socialize, I'm not good at that, but I do allow you to reach me if you desire, I won't kill, as long as you don't come over to insult me, resulting you're the opposite side of my style. (you get my drift, bro?) Yes that's what I mean. I don't know how I've lasted so long in this small spot of the Caribbean called Puerto Rico. I don't hate the island, I hate it's people. Well, most of the people are the same. Unrespectful, prideful about what they don't have to be, and utterly sarcastic. But there are nice people out here, al least! Otherwise, I would've run away. That's why I hate politics, they disgust me. I don't know about other countries, but the politic in here is so screwed up, that I grew up sick of it. It's unfair. I'm a person who likes, to be in places where there can be more politeness than rudeness, and not so much noise. In here, there's not at least a freaking car in town that has disgusting, vulgar music (rap, hip-hop, eww) at all volumes, so loud, that the rodents in the underground run away. >.< They're such bakas, and have no dignity. Plus they have a lewd and uncivilized behaviour. It's a pity, really, such nice island, but the style of living of most people is sad. Where I only enjoy myself, is at fine or fancy places. I don't want to impose as the queen here, but these particular places are the only ones I have none of the things mentioned above. I don't try these places on my own either, my parents have educated me well. Example, the best place I like to spend my time is at japanese restaurants, or chinese. Here the japanese (or chinese) treat you really polite. I get away from the world when I'm there ^-^ Dislikings... that's quite a lot. I'm a hater, most of the smallest things you can imagine ^^" I do hate people that are plain ignorants, especially if they carry a heavy bag of sarcasm...I dislike sluts, they're like worthless of the living, to this world, and to all humanity. My school has soo much of it. I hate to be pushed over by people, I hate when they haste me, the word hurry on me is a taboo. And I hate preaches, especially from family. I also hate my school's, how you say that? administrator? Principal? Well HER, she's the worst there is. And obviously I dislike school. Now for the smallest things...sun and sultry, big lines, sweets, crosswords, math. politicians and their un-promissing politics, sports, physical ed. class. Likings... Let me think...the music I hear, the works I make, I love sleeping. I like to learn languages. I like all sorts of asian stuff, like food, language, martial arts, culture, boys...er...(Gackt in mind). I like the classic gothic things, like the victorian and the medieval. The ancient things too, especially the egyptian. I love alchemy, is so mysterious and intriguing, and I love witchcraft. I like the occult, because I live beside it. I also like martial arts a lot. The only sport I ever love to practice (tae kwon do). I love forensics, they rule. I've always loved to go to a morgue one day. This is me. The picture was taken by my mom at the dining room. -_- Finally...a picture of myself. It's been years. XD |
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