You lied to me, this whole time I thought I was the one you cared about . But you don't even know what you care about. You lied to me for so long. And then you tell me you simply forgot. That is bullshit. Your proscrastination of the reality of your life is unreal. Of course I love you. But this new evidence forces me to believe, that you just wanna love someone, and every man you meet. You just wanna marry them. Because you have this attatchment, that has so many men love you. Then you grad their heart, rip it out and put it on the platter for your afternoon snack. And then you leave it out to whither up and die. Because the feeling is back. The feeling I had with her when she left me. And you need to think of what is in your heart, in your mind, and instead of what you want to be there. Because you lied, You said "Joe you know your the only guy I never cheated on."
THOSE WERE YOUR EXACT WORDS!!!!!!!!!! Then you caused me to cheat on someone on behalf of mine own. And Two of your behalf. Now one of them is hurting, because you have done the same to him as you did to me, and everyone else. BUT he found out about his. Now my trust is partly diminished and tattered from the quick words. "I cheated on you at the end of our relationship, you don't care anymore do you." The way you said it, the way you implied it. As if it was nothing. Now my life is slowly diminished because you LIED................... |