memories

I can't stand the way you see
only hurt by the things you need
so blinded
by your face
while your laughing at
the dreams i chase
never again will i say goodbye
never again will i lie
never again will i try
for you
i didn't have to be this way
forgetting everything you say
feeling like a rotted tree
never knowing
what the fuck you want from me
cause i'm here alone
trying to let go
feeding off the pain
while your driving me insane
crying while the memories still haunt
dying
cause death is all i want
hating the fact
that i still care
i still carry your bruises everywhere
you never had me anyways
BITCH
watch me slip away
dying from my pain