dead

You see how I left you for nothing.
You see how I loved you for something.
I never realized how hard it was to say goodbye.
No more reason to sit and wonder why.
Only I could feel this hollow.
Only my world came crumbling down.
And no reason to follow the lies in my head.
The times I heard what you said.
No longer caring if I live or die.
Unaware of how many times you made me cry.
I can't decide how I could live
with all this pain inside.
But nevermind 'cause only I want to DIE.
And you never have to wonder why....