choices

deciding what to do
i can't decide
do i choose for my family
or do i turn them down
do i go with my friends
whom have only known me for a short time
or do i go with my family
who know me better than any one else
i take a chance
i get high
it feels horrible
i've been denied
my friends think im stupid
shows how much they care
i take off
and tell the people who care
my family
they will always care
and don't care if i screw up
because they're my family
who will be there
no matter what
no matter how
no matter when