| My head never ceases to wonder What it is that others see I'm watching their reactions As there watching me be free This used to be a hard thing The reaction always bad I had to give up all my joys So their faction wasn't mad. Then one day as I sat hollow As hollow as could be I realized with horror That free excluded me I re-read my constitution And with difinitive resolve I picked up my heart and hugged it With a tear I do recall I may not now though randomly, climb that tree right over there I've learned that though it is a park the people always stare I may now turn my head away, from something fun to do Something that keeps me growing and keeps my body feeling new I may now sit in thought, away from pencil pen and art It may be a drive t'wards crazy, but the inspirations lost I may not throw a ball and I may not take a dip And I may now sit in fear of-- all the whats and ifs But if it's any conselation, and of this I'm sure is true I do still find the time to let--myself be me, and you be you. --Aspie morning, appointment 2, Saturday July 22nd, 2006 |