| Sitting up at night looking deep into my soul Pacing back and forth over stepping stones so cold Filled with anger yet stunned by pain So many irritable words that flood a single day Listing to the same soothing notes that use to keep me from falling apart Just doesn't seem to help the hatred that has built up in my heart Everything that was solid is gradually disappearing in my world Everything I've worked for is slowly tearing down my cemented road A path once full of pleasure now ending in disgust I never knew I would be swimming in so much mistrust How did my plans just rout away I really thought I found the easier way Sinking into the ocean I watch another wasted sun set Among the raging waters it has so much time to rest Wishing to be apart of the happiness I sit in his shadow Seeing the truth of the flaws they will never know Tiered I lay my head down with the tears of envy I try so hard not to let anyone see the fury deep inside me Forever I'll stay in my shadow of lies No one will ever see the burning fires of my everlasting cries <Sick Of It All> Copyright 2004 Mallory Stroop |
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