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| My Song |
| It's late in the night and I can't sleep I wonder why this happens to me Am I always going to sit in the dark alone Will I always hear so much silence I try to fight the feeling of being sad But feeling this way makes me see that I don't have it so bad Nothing makes sense anymore When I'm Happy I want to be sad When I'm sad I want to be glad Why do things always turn out this way My mind is full of raceing thoughts I don't know how I ever got this far I'm so alone and afraid I don't know how I make it through a day of pain But somehow I always find a way To make just one more day And I don't know how I holed onto my trust After so many have torn it apart Do you know why I cry sometimes? I wonder if it will end over time Lately I haven't cried and I think something's wrong Is it true I could be in too much pain? That I don't feel a need to let it go again Is it possible that my tears have dried out? And I have no reason to frown even though I feel so down? Will no one take me out of this black hole? That I've been lost in for so long I wish I could turn it into an uplifting song So that's what it would be Just something to hear instead to feel But nothing goes the way you want That's life and I have no reason to want anything to change If everything was how I wanted it to be Then life would be so boring to me I really have nothing to say I'm just mumbling my life away That must be how I live day to day Everything will feel wrong even if it's right And nothing will be my song to help me fight <Raceing Thoughts> Copyright 2004 Mallory Stroop |
| Last Update: 1\20/04 |