36 Fillette (Catherine Breillat) 1988
Fourteen-year-old Lili (played by sixteen-year-old Delphine Zentout) finds her life to be a drag. Everything in the world seems to be conspiring against her in an attempt to ruin her. She’s miserable, and she puts up a hard exterior shell in an attempt to conceal the fear she has that she’s somehow inadequate to face. She dresses in black, and usually has her hair covering her eyes. She wants to remain distant from people, since they usually turn out to be phony. Her brother is at once her only salvation from her parents while on vacation, and her greatest annoyance. She’s as temperamental as she is judgmental. She is not afraid to appear outwardly unlikable to the world, and that quality makes her the ideal protagonist of Catherine Breillat’s fascinating character study, 36 Fillette, a title taken from a French child’s dress size.
Breillat’s film does not ever attempt to apologize or
explain Lili’s behavior. With an almost clinical analysis, it presents a few
days her life as Maurice, a forty-something year old man that appears to be
entrenched in a serious mid-life crisis, courts her. She is simultaneously
repelled and attracted to him. She is smart enough to realize he wants her for
little more than sex, though naïve enough to hope for more. In any case, she is
eager to give up her virginity, so that her anxiety that comes with it will end.
Her virginity is an absolute curse. She feels sexually impotent since she has
never had sex. This is material that Breillat would later cover in her fantastic
Fat Girl, but here it feels as if it’s more surface level. Lili’s abhorrence
of her virginity seems to be a whim brought on by a fight with her family. The
film uses an almost autobiographical, documentary feel, as opposed to Fat
Girl’s directorial shimmer, but the film hardly feels like a trial run. The
scenes showing the courtship between Lili and Maurice often slow down to an
almost real-time pacing, and they are stunning because the interchange of power
becomes completely palpable. Zentout’s lead performance is as accomplished as
they come. Her Lili is a tremendously complex character, even as the audience is
able to see the gaps in her ill-formed logic. Breillat never allows the film to
become solely about the age gap between the two characters. She is after
something more here than simple moralizing, and doesn’t simply let Lili off
the hook. Her approach may seem cold, but it’s precisely by not making
judgments on her characters that she endows the audience with the greatest
understanding of the situation.
***1/2