today is off
today i float.. 
in and out of both worlds
a time and place in the past
a sorrowful time
today i am a ghost
today i pay tribute
the only one in the whole wide world
the only one who remembers
today i keep you alive
today i honor you
today i am sorry
today i miss you
today i hurt
and i wonder
i wander..
in the world of what ifs and what would bes
today i stand still as the world spins around me
tomorrow..
tomorrow i will jump back in, 
but today i float.



for k
July 14th