Date: november 1st, 2003
Time: PM 11:37
Mood:
Waiting for: Email of Tina
Drinking: Coke
Eating: Nothing
Listen to: Overground - Schick mir 'nen Engel

I fell in love.....with a song *lol* I love "Schick mir 'nen Engel". How nice that I can watch the video at Aol ^^
And at this moment I'm waiting for a email of Tina (again). I'm a bit bored.... Okay, I'm so bored that I "clean" my things for school *ey*
In two days I have school again.....and four hours Bwl/Rewe *scream* How awful. I don't understand why they can't give us the fifth lesson on monday, too?! Teachers.....
What I don't like is that I have to go by bus to school at 7 AM in the morning x.x That's terrible! But I can sleep a bit in the bus *gg*
On monday evening I go on a little concert of the singer Ben, there you can get authographs *jump* That's really great.
Today I set the Short-Story I wrote on the page, but only in german. But I try to translet it in eglish. Maybe on the next weekend. I hope so....
Today I slept 'til 12 AM. But the other girls who were here slept until 11:30 AM, not really better. But we just went to bed at 4:20 AM and was talking 'til 5:30 AM or something like that. Maybe I do a Halloween-Party next year with more people. Let's see...
Tomorrow I go out to eat but I don't really want to eat something what called "Balisch" or whatever. I don't know. But I don't want to know!
I think my Dad is sick of "Schick mir 'nen Engel" because he had listen to it veeeery often this day. But that's not my problem!
Now I have the problem I often have.... I don't know what to write, so I'm going to stop at this point.
Hugs again, Asushi

Date: november 7th, 2003
Time: PM 9:37
Mood:
Waiting for: an Email and my Dreamboy ^.~
Drinking: Milk
Eating: Air *lol*
Listen to: Christina Aguilera - Fighter

Here I am, after a week school. I got back my englischexam and my germanexam. It's both a C ^^ But my biologietest is not the best one, but not the badest! This weekend we have "Martinsmarkt" in Frechen. Maybe I go there. But I have to learn for Bwl and Vwl. I hope I can write good marks in Bwl and Vwl.
Today I really like to listen to "Fighter" of x Tina. i love the song! It's my favoutrite song of her. But i think "The Vioce Within" is also a great song and I'm happy that it's going to be the next single. The lyrics are really marvellouse. Oh, I got mail *laughs* Not really the mail I acpected......
Okay, now I'm sick of "Fighter". I believe I'm going to listen to "I wanna sex you up" or to "Schick mir 'nen Engel". I will think about it in the next three seconds.
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I listen to "I wanna sex you up" *smile* Maybe it is better I stop listening to "Fighter" because my voice don't want to sing the song again. I sing everytime when I hear the song. Sometimes that's awful!
I'm happy at the moment but in the last days I thought about a special subject more than one time. I don't want to write to much about it because it is a personal thing....... But I don't know how I should tell the person about that. No, I don't fall in love and want to tell it the person! It's something with a person who is in my heart for a long time and I'm afraid to loose this person. He/She is not ill! I not happy because the person is going away from me. Everytime I want to come here near I think she goes a step away from me. But I believe that she don't see what she is doing. But I'm a bit afraid to tell it to her. But I'm not the only person who think that she is going away.....
But I don't want to write more about the subject. Let's see what is a happier subject. Oh yes! This guy I like is good subject. He looks really nice and he has the perfect size for me. If I'm tired I can lay my head on his shoulder *lol* But I don't know his name and something about him. Everday I see him in school but I don't want to talk to him. Ey, I know I'm crazy...... But I'm fall not in love with him, I just think he is really hot and nice looking ^.~
Is there anybody out there who can't sleep when there is fullmoon? I love to take a look at the fullmoon but I can't sleep when he goes round the earth *cry* That's terrible! I hate this especially if I have school and have to go out of bed at 6 AM -.-
Okay, now I'm going to listen a bit to "I wanna sex you up" and then I maybe watch TV. I don't know, but if you like to you can send me an email and we can write a bit. You can write me in german or in english.

Yours, Asushi

Date: november 11th, 2003
Time: PM 9:06
Mood:
Waiting for: Tv Total
Drinking: Milk
Eating: Cornflakes
Listen to: nothing

Another part of my diary is there ^^ It is thuesday and I am a bit tired because today I have two sport lessons. But in this two lessons we were able to listen to music In the third and fourth lesson I write my Vwl exam. It was not so difficult. I hope I get a good mark *pray* Today it's a funny day, becaue Karneval starts *lol* After school I saw the first "Jecken" (it's a wod for the people who celebrate Karnval). Tomorrow I have biologie But it's better than physik *w�h*
Soooo <.> Now I'm going to watch friends. But I write something more than that. My mood is reeeally good! Okay, I am tired! But I have good mood ^.~ Maybe I do some more avatars after writing th diary. Then I can put them on the page, especially for you. I can also do some Banner and Buttons.
I ask myself why I don't work on the graphic page when I want to do some graphics?! Shit on it! Sorry, but sometimes I needto use some words...... Okay, now I don't want to write more I'm going to do some graphics.

Date: november 15th, 2003
Time: PM 9:43
Mood:
Waiting for: er.....nothing
Drinking: Coke
Eating: nothing
Listen to: Radio

Okay, the next try to write my diary *sniff* My computer had problems when I tried to write the diary some hours ago. But know I'm going to save the entry as much as possible.
And there goes my computer again *grml* Fuck! I really like to kick this shit thing out of te window....
I'm trying to write the diary all the day but I don't get it. But now I try it again. Today in the morning I was at my old school to see some old teachers. They were really happy when they saw me and my friends and I was happy to see them. I also saw some old classmates. So I could give Julia my Email and we wrote a bit over Icq ^^ Monday I go there with the two Steffis because we have only four lessons.
Okay, I miss my old school, my old teachers and some classmates but I like my new class better and are really happy about my new class. But I think that it would be better for Martin if Markus would not be in our class because Markus pull Martin down. But Martin don't want help.... At the moment he live the way I never want to live. He don't look up and get bad marks because he think that he can never be as good as Markus. I believe that this is wrong. I always try to believe in everyone and so I also belive in Martin! Anyway.....
On monday I can buy the album of Overground *smile* At the moment I have the money to buy it and that is great! I think the album will be an number one LP. But I also like the song "Everyday Girl" of the Preluders. But it's the only song that I like of them.
Tomorrow I'm at Ayse's ^^ We have to do something for school. For german.... But it's not so difficult. I think we are through this in two or three hours. I hope so....
On tuesday I'm going to have a history exam but it will not be so difficult. More difficult is the maths exam. Maths is not my subject but I have to g through this with positiv thinking. Maybe I can write a good mark in maths. I really happy that we begin with Bwl on Monday and don't have to do Rewe (Rechnungswesen, I don't find a english word). After a while Rewe gets really boring. Maybe someone of you also had Bwl and can tell me something about the subject. You find my email, Aim and Icq here.
I think this is enogh for today. Maybe I will write more tomorrow.
Kisses, Asushi

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