The Ex

I used to think it was ok
When you would come home
And start to rant and rave
How this and that wasn't done
Or how this wasn't right
After you calmed down
You would say that you were sorry
And that you loved me.

I used to think it was ok
When something didn't suit you
You would suddenly lash out
And hit me for no reason...
Bloody nosed, black eyes, or a broken rib or two.
After it was over, it was always the same;
You would say that you were sorry,
And that you loved me.

I used to think it was ok,
But it was not ok...
I know that now
How I was afraid of you...
I thought there was no hope...no escape.
But there is light at the end of the dark tunnel.
I saw that light...
And found the courage to escape.

Now, I am no longer afraid of you
For you have no power over me anymore.
I have all the power...
The power to believe in me
And accept me for me...
With all my faults and flaws
I am who I am.
Thank you for helping me to become the person I am today.

Tara Dalton 2002
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