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07082005 aside from school... 6th of september is actually not bad at all... well its surprisingly eventful.. will give u more update on that later on.. maybe will post some pictures etc etc.. :) 06082005 so.. i just updated this page a couple minutes ago.. but something interesting came up in the conversation so i thought.. what the hell since im not sleeping anytime soon i shall update this site til i have something else to do... IT's THE 6th OF sePtember!! which means school starts today!!! *&@#*^@*&#^@*&%$@!!!!! anyway here goes... yuli: " *blablabla*... so how are you?" nata: " not much.. getting really depressed bout 1st day of school.. I so fukin' hate skul so not looking forward to it " yuli: " huh? why? tell me about it " nata: " because its tommorow.. and i think im allergic to school.." yuli: " gmana lo tau? havent even pegi skul... r u back at your own place?" nata: " *blablabla*... i know i will hate school along with all those pretentious snob that comes with the whole package..." see... this is exactly how i feel about school... even my professors know how i feel about school... i was at my spanish class last semester and i have to make a sentence using "gusta"... so i went "me gusta ir a la escuela" and my prof rolled her eyes... i did pretty good in her class tho... anyway funny incident on my first night in canada... i was bushed from the jetlag etc etc that night and well sin & her bf drop by my friend's place where i was staying that night... i was already in my PJ and all but they wanted to go to the drugstore so i was like yeah wth i will just come along... i din bother to change my outfit coz i thought the place is pretty close and we are not walking there anyway.. but apparently my friends find it really funny and started to laugh their heads off coz i was wearing a pants with giraffe prints on it...to top it all off i had this hobo-esque baggy jacket on, was wearing this wedge sandal with chunky heels and i had my coke-bottle-thick glasses on... well it was all fun and laughter for them until we were about to pay for our purchases... suddenly a crazy deranged bitch from hell came storming into the drugstore... she was screaming in cantonesse, which i dont understand, to this blank space... it got really creepy when my fren started explaining what she has said... it was as if she was mad at her bf (the blank space) for staring at us... blablabla... anyway i think she is high on crack or something but anyway we left the place quickly and drove off as fast as we could... lol... what a fun experience.. not long after that everyone stopped laughing and forgot about my giraffe pants... anyway i think i should stop blabbering now and find a way to revamp my website... its looking kinda tacky... 05082005 sooooo not looking forward to the first day of school which is a couple hours away... geez... why is it always so depressing...i think im allergic to school... my skin itches and its breaking out red rashes all over... oooo noo.. my face's starting to swell up... nah.. just kidding.. i really do hate school though... so anyway havent updated this since uhmmm a while ago... so im back at my lil' smoky apartment... not very little actually... anyway... i've survived thru almost a week of homelessness i think im gonna turn into a hobo one way or another soon... it was a pretty hazy week tho considering that all i did was recovering from jetlag, clubbing(once only..), eating, smokin', drinkin' etc etc... and MAN!! do i hate myself now... i cant hold my liquor anymore!!!?!?!?!?! i went down after my fourth shot... imagine that?!?! i dunno what happen to the nata who gets cranky whenever she doesnt get her double JD for breakfast... anyway i dyed my eyebrow to match my hair colour and guess what i look like some dysfunctional ah lian now complete with the whole shaved-off-eyebrow look... it went too light and i guess i have to spend more time doing my make up in the morning now.. anyway.. went to see my hun hun bun bun...:) he is so faaaaaaaaaaaattttttttt now... like a lil' round chubby black thing that hops and humps around.. lol.. he is sooooooo cute... check out my friendster for the picture.. waaaaaaay too lazy to upload it here... so anyway nata is gonna be a good girl and sign off now to sleep... so that she can survive through the dreadfully boring analytical chemistry lecture tommorow without nodding off to sleep... peace out... btw HEpI buRpdaY Je 30082005 time seems to pass so quickly nowadays(except for the day i spent on the plane)... the holiday was over just like that and im already in canada right now... so sad.. i miss my parents, cat and my brother... im currently homeless... had to freeload from one home to another, ... stayed at yuli's in sg... currently at bee's...living on things in my suitcase, running out of fresh clothes...damn it its cold in here.. thought it was still summer so i packed tiny sheer tops and shorts in my staying-over-suitcase... wheewww... im so jetlagged !!!i miss my lil' smoky den... nothing cure jetlag better than a bottle of vodka and a carton of marlboro... did i say i miss my cats? yeah whateva.. gonna go back to bed... oh yeah listening to amerie - one thing... this song so reminds me of indo... adios mi peque�a putas... 24082005 Listening to:Mungkin Nanti by Peterpan I'M SO FUCKING IRRITATED!!! first of all i lost my cat... the white one... my loved one, the cuddly one, the chubby one, the adorable one... so i asked the satpam to look for my cat.. and guess what?!?!? they said they saw someone took it yesterday...!@#$$@%^#&@^$@#!!!! are they stupid?!?!?!? its like we paid those satpam to look after our things, etc etc... why couldnt they said or do something earlier when someone took my cat... but oh well this is indo... the land where i could get away from prosecution for hitting a motorcycle by paying 20,000 rupiah... secondly, i miss my cat so terribly that i cant eat and sleep properly... soo.. i took my digital camera and press the play button... guess what!?!??! all the pictures of my cats are gone!!!?!?!? my fuckin cousin who borrowed my digicam deleted all the pictures!!?!?!? worst of all i had this short video of my lost cat there... and i havent uploaded any of those pictures to my computer... i felt my whole world dissolve into tiny specks of protons... weightless and insignificant... bah... oh yeah im leaving indo in 3 days... arghhh... rasanya mo mati aja... im gonna miss my parents terribly.. if i die, do come to my funeral.. ciao bella... 20082005 Listening to:Dont Phunk With my Heart by B.E.P Found this pirated cd full of indo songs.. someone left it in my dad's PC.. pretty sure its not my dad's anyway i listened to it and i thought "hmm.. not bad..." anyway before i digress too much...im SOOOO tanned now... well i guess thats the nicer way to put it... actually... IM SOOO FUCKIN DARK NOW that it looks ugly... or so my mom says... she made me put on this whitening mask or whatever it is everyday!!! arghhh.. i know i got burned because my back hurts like hell but din realize i went like 10 tone darker... arghh!!! anyway.. im kinda bored thats y i've been updating this thing... i feel like beating up somebody but couldnt find anyone descent...!@#$%^&*!&^@%#@#[email protected] yeah i wanted to watch ring 2!!! but its rented out all over!! i went from one dvd rental to another and couldnt find one thats not rented out... so help me God because im so fuckin bored and i dont wanna watch sinetron indonesia... nor do i want to watch some lame movie on DVD... ARGHHHH!! maybe i'll go shave my head tommorow or go mohawk... one thing i realized... i miss menthol so fukin much... i actually approached this lady i met at this resort where i took my dive course and ask her for a fag because i saw her holding a marlboro menthol(so not typical of me!!!) she is actually an airstewardess working for SQ...forgot to ask her how she managed on long non smoking flights...im so desperate for menthol its like my lungs r crying out loud "We want menthol!! Geez Natalia can u try to forget about ur pride for just one second?!??!" but well i got my several drags of menthol and that was it... she actually gave me almost a full pack.. but then again its marlboro...I MISS CApRI!!! nothing beats the heavily mentholated capri...dah ah... time for din din... gotta feed my cats... c ya when i c ya... 19082005 Listening to:Ride Wit U by Joe ft. G-Unit (this song so so so reminds me of .....) F%^&*&^(!!!!!!!! im so sad!!! and so it is the final week... going back to canada next week... im begging my parents to let me not go back there... im so fuckin much happier here... and i finally understood the meaning of natural high... so... i just want to say im sorry to everyone in jakarta... sorry i couldnt go... and especially to desiree.. im sorry i couldnt get my visa done :P... i didnt do it intentionally... maybe im a lil' lazy lately.. but i tried my best.. i really do want to go to US... anyway... im going to singapore for 2 freggin short days... i hope to see you guys there instead... so... give me a shout out... anyway.. most recent update: i completed my advance open water course... wheeew... its fun but its so fukin tiring... i feel like i could sleep forever... well... whoever reading this should try it.. its so fokin' awesome...well i have some pictures but i guess i'll upload it when im in canada... well i havent gone clubbing for 3 months or so.. can u believe it??!?! and i dont feel any craving for it or anything... i guess i could live without it.. Lastly... i miss everyone of u out there... hope to see you guys soon... do come visit me in Vanc...ok d... gotta go neh... PEACE OUT!!! jea where are you? gak perna sms2 gw lagi.. ngilang yah??? kapan lo ke sg? gw tgl 27-29 doank neh di sg... k sg yok tho i guess the cruise gotta wait... 22072005 my kitty cat is even cuter now!!! but i dont have time to slowly upload all of them one by one... anyway... im soooooo fukin' BOREEEEEEEED here... everyone's back to school... and im tired of going to my mom's arisan, kondangan, etc etc... i need someone who can bring me around to see places!! beh... anyway... im going diving in a few days... some open water thing... pretty excited about it.. i hope the weather turns out to be good and lets cross our fingers and hope that i will have a safe four days diving trip... :) peace out... 12072005 and so it goes... my days in indo seems to fly like a space shuttle... whoosh!! and its almost the end of holiday... how boring and regretful.. havent done a lot of things that i wanted to do... a few notes i have taken while im here is that... 1. Indo ppl here watch WAAAAAAAAAAAAAYY too much sinetron. i mean come on... look at the number of childish prank that students now do in school... never happened way back during my days.. and not that young too.. and look at all those violence on tv... everytime u switch to another channel here comes a young girl trying to do some terrible thing to another girl.. how dreadfully boring... the kinda violence done isnt even creative...it seems like indonesian tv has lost all its taste to the blandness of plot... 2. I feel ugly. I realised that people in indo are soooooo "gaya"...so fashionable so chic so so beautiful... well... at least most tries to be... i realized that i have flat nose, ugly hairline, unproportional and unsymmetrical face... also i realised that im tooo tooo fat.. way overweight... obese... a giant.. it seems that in here everyone are so tiny and wouldnt gain any weight no matter how much they eat...i wish i have some ibu peri like those in tv that could transform my flabby self to look more like those typical pretty girls... sigh... i dread going out here... 3. The internet here sucks. Come on... i hardly could get online... and even if i do i couldnt get connected to msn... its so expensive too!!!! 4. I love the anonimity i get in Canada. It seems like in Indo everyone wants to know how its like to be in Canada. not like its a big deal or anything. but its kinda annoying to have to explain to 10 different people everyday how life is like down there. and i always goes..."hmm... what should i say?" really what is so fukin' amazing about a particular place... everywhere we go i do the same thing... eat, sleep, laze around, fool around and daydream... so it doesnt snow here in indo but when ppl ask me what snow is like they expect to hear something amazing or close to miraculous... but really snow is just like shaved ice.. H2O... ahhh udahan dulu ah... tulis menulis lama2 tekanan darah gw tambah tinggi neh... ciao.. adios... hasta luego... dah... 08072005 im in indo now!! yipeee...!!! had no chance to update in so long.. hm.. more like im too lazy.. huehehehe... im enjoying life down here too much to even think about "what-was-it-called?"... right... the internet... anyway i picked up a stray cat... its sooo soo soooo cute!!! LUTHUUUU BGT!! KAWAIIII!!! liat neh... matanya biru... <  nah... trus... whereever i go i always asked ppl for a cat.. so... just now.. another person gave me a cat... hohohohoho... mayan lucu seh.. tapi dah gede bgt... GENDUUUUUUUUUUUTTTT deh... kira2 10 kiloan gtu... di fotonya seh gak gtu keliatan but it has its own cuteness with its tubby round belly and meaty legs.... also its got green eyes... <  this is kitty next to LPG tank yg udah karatan.. hueheheh... 21042005 i dunno how this song just popped up in my head... so... well.. i hope u like the video clip... its Look At Me by Geri Halliwell circa Spice Girls... i know its an old outdated brit pop but who cares... its my website.. i post whatever i want... doesnt work with dial up tho.. so too bad for ppl with dial up... upgrade ur connection to watch it... P.S. kinda like it tho.. the black and white matches my website nicely 19042005 just a quick update.. im still alive and kicking...done with exam... not going to taiwan anymore.. change of plan... but im still going to sg... still waiting for jea to come... quick je!! anyway something funny.... tats!?!?!?!?! 14042005 Someone told me once before Once the clock strikes 12 the carriage turns back into a pumpkin the coachman a rat and dresses nothing but a filthy rags Magic will wear off eventually 13042005 No matter how beautiful it is, a rabbit is still just a chunk of meat once you skin it 10042005 No matter what it takes Im going to achieve happiness!! If not, then im taking you all down to hell with me!! If not that, then goddamnit i'll die like a stray dog. 09042005 I hear a sound inside of me I hear something ticking inside of me I hear a sound telling me to hurry up That sound... is the sound of something ending inside of me But im not afraid... I knew about it all along Thats right! I cant be afraid I made my choice 01042005 Listening to:Norah Jones Happy April's Fool day everyone... no tricks here tho.. hmm... cant remember the exact name of that norah jones song... but well its the typical norah jonesesque... anyway... last spanish quiz tommorow.. getting ready for it.. i hope i do pass this one... and... im going back in approximately one month time!! yay!! not sure which route im taking still tho... so see ya when i see ya... my rabbit's got skinnier somehow... other than that... everything is fine and dandy... peace out 29032005 Listening to:Personal Jesus by Marilyn Manson my all time favourite! MM!! lol.. 22032005 Listening to: Lap Dance by N.E.R.D found this really cool game... LOL... love cats!! As the cat walks out, press on the telephone to distract the woman. Also, press the woman at the top right above the Russian sign to have her call out another woman to the window. She'll throw out a string. Click this string to make a line of clothes that the cat can walk over later. Also, click the shutter next to the window to reveal her face. If all of this is too fast for you, remember to right click and click "Play" to stop the cat for however long you'd like. Next, press on the lower opening part of the gutter lining the house to fill the pothole with water. The cat walks around this puddle. Press on the hole/opening underneath the bird at the top and in the middle to spray the cat off the garbage cans. Use the elevator at the right moment to lift the cat up onto the garbage (it's usually about a second or two before he reaches the hole). As the cat walks along the fence, place the potted cactus on the ledge right beside the dog. This should cause the dog to bark when he knocks it down, and the dog's bark will scare the cat up the tree. As the cat climbs the tree, click on the brightest cloud between the buildings with the cat and the woman. This should cage the bird at the top. Click the Russian sign underneath the woman to make it tilt down onto the chimney. Click the chimney to make a cloud of smoke. It'll rise like the elevator at the bottom. Click and drag the ladder from the bottom up to where the cat is. 18032005 am Listening to: i really dont know what i feel like listening to right now.. i'll just pick something random... maybe... Bad Day by Fuel... hmm.. that ought to be right... my entry has been quite repetitive lately...dont expect anything new or drastic in my life...so just fuck off.. and find urself another amusement.. my life is an open book but i dont want u reading it... |
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