There are many lessons a slave/sub will learn both
on Irc and in Real Life
with a Master. One of the hardest will be to fully trust their Master.
This is especially hard if you have never had anyone in your life that you
could trust or if you have trusted before only to be crushed in that trust.
The way of the Master is not always clear to a sub/slave. Yet, if He is a
true Master of honor, then it is in your best interest that He does those
things He does.
He may not always clearly show you the way He is trying to lead you. He
may let you go on your way making mistakes at times, to learn from them
until you will head into the path that He has chosen for you.
He may guide you with words or motions along the way which may not be
clearly visible to you at the time. Though, in time they show themselves to
you and give you more understanding because they were brought to light that way.
He may at times, take you by the hand and lead you directly down the path
He feels you need to go. Even if you do not understand why this path, why
this way, at the end of each step it will become more clearer to you.
Other people's actions, words, or talk of things may give you "cause" for
distrust of your Master. Yet these things too will come to light in time as
being just that other people's opinions.
The main thing is this, "Listen to your heart, listen to his words of love to
you. Watch His ways and actions toward you." Others maybe guided, helped,
or even taken under His protection for a period of time, however, your
Master - being a Master of honor knows where His heart lies and in that knowledge is the
trust you are looking for.
Always remember: "He choose YOU to wear His collar" and regardless of
what actions, words, or talk others may say. If He is truly your Master and
one who holds His honor high, NO ONE ( or even two, ten or twenty ) will
ever come between the two of you for long - regardless of all they say or
try to do.
For after all He is your Master.
{nutmeg}R
5/14/99
