The train is here and I guess you're not coming

My mouth is trembling and my eyes are stinging

The plans that we had and the dreams that we built

Are all falling down around my pillar of guilt

 

Is what I could have done and should have done

So very different to what I did

I knew it was wrong to want what I did

But it was a life and it was how I lived

 

I should have listened and not ignored the alarms

I should have held you closer and not just your hand

I should have looked into you eyes and not at the ground

I should have talked to you and stopped all the lies

 

I always knew you weren't one to hurt

But it’s easier to leave and break your heart

Rather than stay here and fight that

Which builds up and threatens to consume me

 

But I guess it’s really over after all

I should have known when you didn't return my calls

Because I said to meet me at the train station

And here I am and now I'm waiting

 

The train is here and I guess your not coming

So my bottom lip’s bleeding and the tears start to fall

And all the plans we made and the dreams we built

Are all falling down around my pillar of guilt