Some of My Poems *^__

Cristina's Poems *^___^*

Here are some of the poems I've made myself. ^___^ I'm just a beginner at writing poems... so please bear with me. ^-^;; Besides, I already said that you guys should only go here if you really are interested to see some of my poems. If you have suggestions, tips... and... maybe even compliments just e-mail me at [email protected] . ^-^;;

Anyway... oh well... here goes... nothing... ^-^;; Here they are... read them if you want... but please don't copy and use them without my permission. Even if it's only for your website... you have to ask permission from me first before you copy, use, or collect for your own compilation/purposes. Okay? You got it? ^___^

By the way, if you have noticed the "themes" of my poems (although not all)... most of them are somewhat of being "sad," "deceived," "broken-hearted," and stuff like that... it's not based from my own experience, okay? ^-^ It's just that... those are what I like to write right now. ^-^;; Maybe because most of the poems that I get to read are somewhat along those lines too. *^-^*

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Lesson
By: Ma. Cristina Ontog *^-^* 03312002 © ® ™

As I sit down and reminisce
I still remember our first kiss
You who had stolen my heart
And also the one who tore it apart

I never knew it could be like this
Loving you at first gave me peace
But now after what you have done
All I feel is a sadness that can't be undone

My friends all keep telling me... "I told you so..."
But they can't control what my heart tells me so
So now I lay here… confused and in pain
Wishing that I've listened to them for my own gain

All I know is… I can't blame anyone
But I learned now not to trust just everyone
The pain and the tears taught me a lesson
It made me more stronger and without no question
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A girl who has learned her lesson

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Friendship
By: Ma. Cristina Ontog 04012002 © ® ™

Friendships are like flowers
They may blossom or they may wilt
I know ours has lots of showers
But I know I feel neither regret nor guilt

You and I have been through so much
We've had ups and downs all year round
Our friendship still remains stronger even with such,
Troubles that follow our every move and sound

Whenever you're with me I feel at ease
I never doubted your sincerity
Up to now you have never ceased,
To amaze me with your loyalty

I wouldn't know where I would be
If I haven't met you that fateful day
My life would be like the open sea
Just flowing and never knowing where I'd stay

We would always talk on the phone
Full of stories and experiences to share
The love and understanding you have shown
Made me realize I will always care

So my friend, always take care
I know that you love me… you don't have to say
You and I will always be a pair
I'll cherish our memories for forever and a day

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Red Rose
By: Ma. Cristina Ontog 04032002 © ® ™

Your hair as red as the petals
Your eyes that sparkle like a gem
In the night so sharp like a metal
Of many hazardous problems

Your being reminds me of a rose
A rose so beautiful,
Yet is dangerous like those…
People who are sinful

Whenever I see those eyes
That is as green as the trees,
But seems as cold as ice
And your stare which stings like bees

How you elude me
I do not know how
You do not see me
The way I see you now

As I sit and think
I can't help but ask,
Is there no link?
Between the two of us

Whatever might happen?
Whatever it may be
I'll always be here, even if it's sudden
You'll always have my love, wherever you may be

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Sisters
By: Ma. Cristina Ontog 05292002 © ® ™

Sis is what we often call each other
Although we're not even related to one another
As for me, it's just my way of showing
My affection to someone I care for… that's you

I admit that I'm not perfect
But I sure am sincere
And when I call you Sis
You should know that I mean it

I've always wanted to have a sister
That's why I'm glad that I have you
So I made this poem, just for you…
For you to know how much I care

Therefore my dear sister
I hope you do realize
That I'll always be here for you
And never will I forget you

Now that I have told you
What I have wanted to say
I think it's time for me to finish this
And bid farewell to thee

Sad thoughts continuously fill my head
I'm sitting here in my room all alone
No one has heard what I said
This has been bugging me for so long

I'm afraid this is driving me crazy
I don't really know what to do
My vision is starting to become hazy
As I began to cry myself so

The pain deep inside me is agonizing
It's aching so much… I feel so smothered
Smothered by my own foolishness
This has all been my own fault

Now as I think things through
I see the error of my ways
I made myself blind to the truth
And had given so much away

I shouldn't have let myself be deceived
Just because of the mere fact that I love him
I shouldn't have been unaware
And tried to have prepared myself for this

But what can I do…
It's already over and done with
I can't bring the past back
So I just have to move on

Now that I've experienced my lesson the horrible way
I'm more prepared to face what awaits me
And to not be tricked again…
I'll make sure that this time; I'll be the one to bring them despair

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