~~~~~~NULLKARMA~~~~~~
                The world has ended
                and I'm still happy or
                was I ever realy happy
                Life is to slow to care
                I'll die then wake up
                from a dream of death

               I'v killed myself three times
              only to live and suffer again
              pull my heart from my chest
              I cant love anymore
              or could I ever really love?
              What is love?
              is it just another word
              that people use for sex
              can it realy be true
              is it just the felling you hate to love?
  
              Teenage angst has paid off well
              I'll never be alone I'll always
              have my shadow to follow like a stone
              i love so much
              it makes me sick
              politics are all bricks

              I felt love but then I died
              and I never heard
              a singal human cry
              abandon to myself
              I'm not like you
              we cant all be great

              Raped by society
              Killed by family
              love by hatred
              and hated by love
             Things are allways what
             they seem or what do you
             want them to mean

            Nothing else to say
            but before I fade away
           the great Kurt Cobain
           once said that
           every one is gay 
           so dont cast a stray
           is it really better to burn out
           than to fade away