If I truly love somebody,
I would wish and do anything
Just to bring her eternal happiness,
Even if she's with some other.
I do not wish for her to be with me,
For I am not worthy.
I am in hell, and you are in heaven.
We are far apart.
I don't want to pull you down,
And become as low as I am now.
- Nam T. Nguyen
A true friend is someone who's always by your side.
Who you can share your feelings with.
Who u can trust and depend on.
-Nam T. Nguyen
My life is a life full of pain..
I was born in this world to experience pain.
The pain of love.
The pain I can't resist, that has no cure.
-Nam T. Nguyen
I'm in a life of fears.
Fear of expressing my feelings,
Fear of being known,
Fear that people won't like me,
Cause of who I really am.
- Nam T. Nguyen
Friday,
Yay!
Time to rest,
No more test.
3 days without school,
Isn't that cool.
3 days without you,
I'm sad too.
Without you by my side,
It'll change the tide.
If there's a good, there's a bad.
If there's a bad, there's a good.
Nothing's perfect,
Isn't it?
Except you,
Isn't that true?
You are the one I love,
You are like a dove,
So gentle and peaceful,
So little and beautiful.
You are always a part,
A part of my heart.
- Nam T. Nguyen
- 10/25/02
I'm a boring guy with a boring life.
Staying home all day and night.
When I am able to be active,
The fear of embarrassment comes to me.
Afraid others would laugh at my mistakes.
Afraid of being who I really am.
I know one must make mistakes to learn.
But I'm just too scared.
- Nam T. Nguyen
(Frustration of a Saiyan Prince)
No matter what I do,
No matter how hard I try,
There's always somebody,
Out there, somewhere,
Who surpasses me,
At every skills I have.
-Nam T. Nguyen
-11/29/02
For some reason,
I always feel sad.
Like nobody likes me.
It feels like people talk to me,
But then they don't like nor want to.
It seems like they just talk to me
Because they don't want me to know
That they don't like to talk to me.
Maybe i'm just thinking too much,
Or maybe it's true.
There're things in life that you'll never know
And should just let it fly by.
-Nam T. Nguyen
-1/23/03
If you can see,
I am lonely.
Everyday
People say,
You would go far,
If you be who you are.
But I am lonely,
For being me.
- Nam T. Nguyen
- 11/19/02
Two weeks of vacation,
Christmas is almost coming.
Yet I feel lonely,
Lonely and empty.
Like there's something,
Or someone that I'm missing.
-Nam T. Nguyen
-12/21/02
Isn't it so much easier,
When you know who loves you,
And not need to search,
For those who don't?
Isn't it much better
To tell a person u love them,
And not be rejected,
And not be heartbroken?
But out of those who loves you,
Do you love them back?
You still have to search,
Search for those you love.
Finding and searching,
Searching for the person you love.
Finding the person who loves you,
Is what makes love so special.
I've been finding and searching,
I've searched for those who loves me,
And 've found those I love,
But 've never found the one who loves me back.
Still I continure to search,
Searching for the day,
The day when that peroson,
That person I love, that loves me back.
-Nam T. Nguyen
-April 12, 2003
Right when i got home,
I thought and made up this poem.
"I hope you get better,
Healing from the fever.
I know you're lonely,
So here's something for you honey."
-Nam T. Nguyen
-Feb 4, 2003
We're a month apart,
Cuz there's no martial arts.
We use to talk after class,
As the time pass.
But the time is now gone,
And everyday at dawn,
I sit here thinking of u.
-Nam T. Nguyen
-Feb 8, 2003
Staring at the computer,
I think about her.
Waiting for that moo,
That comes from you.
I'm waiting here on aim,
Everyday the same,
For you to go on.
Are you here or are you gone?
I really really miss you,
I really really do.
And I hope that this is true,
That you miss me, miss me too.
-Nam T. Nguyen
-Feb 11, 2003