...Being AliaJayde....

I struggled with whether or not to add an "about me" page for several reasons. One being the mystery of anonymity. Part of me enjoyed� having people wonder exactly who I was and where I came from. Another is that not many people I know have any idea that I write these kind of stories. In a way, I liked having this little secret. But that isn't exactly fair though, is it? So you see it here first. Maybe one day you'll see this repeated in magazine articles all around the world. ::wink wink::

First off, I am AliaJayde and I am 24 years old. I come from the most beautiful state in the US, North Carolina. Growing up here, sometimes I don't appreciate it as much as I should. The beautiful weather and genuine southern hospitality becomes "expected" and it's easy to forget how fortunate we are here. How many states can you live in and be able to claim that with a 3 hour drive to the west you find snow covered mountains, and a 3 hour drive to the east takes you to the shores of the Atlantic Ocean? I am right in the middle of the most beautiful scenery God has to offer. ....Not to mention that my geographical location makes me one of Justin's little Tarheel Babies....

I have alot of people who ask why I began to write, how long I've been doing this, and where I get my ideas. Well...I would tell you but then I would have to kill you. Just kidding. This whole website was the idea of a friend of mine, Kerri. About a year ago she told me about this whole fan fiction craze and sent me a few stories to read. I decided to give it a try and voila, Nsync Nfatuation came to be and Kerri became not only my editor, but also my fan club president, right Miss Scarlett?� My very first story was written for her, entitled "Falling". It is amusing because I was hesitant to send her my first visual, which was Booty Call. I wasn't sure how accepted they would be, so after alot of warnings to her, I sent it first to her and then the lists.I had no idea that I would be as well received as I have been. The feedback I receive gives me the encouragement to write more, so keep it coming and I'll by best not to disappoint anyone.

Where do I get my ideas? Simple. My life. An ex boyfriend of mine, who has trouble accepting he is an EX, is the inspiration for a lot of these visuals. Almost every one contains at least ONE chauvenist comment I have heard him make. While annoying and often offensive, it makes one hell of a visual, don't you think?� As far as the other stories, they all originated from something in my life. Sometimes it may have been a situation I found myself in, or other times just a simple comment became the basis for a story. Others are the result of late night sessions with my co-conspirator, Moe Moe. I can't explain how it happens. The words come and I just struggle to type fast enough to keep up with them!

I hear the question asked often "How do you think Nsync feels about websites like these?" I can't speak for them. I can't imagine their being offended. It's hard to fathom that they don't realize that they are lusted after in such a manner. Men who strip down to wifebeaters and thrust their pelvises against the floor of a concert stage obviously have no problem with sexual expression. Be it on stage, screen, or printed page. So as long as I have the time and motivation, you'll see stories from me for a long time to come.

Am I an Nsync fan? Obviously. Who do I prefer? I have to say, I get bored easily. I don't have a favorite color, I don't have a favorite song. I hate compromising, and I don't like to settle. Call me spoiled, but I want it all. Why chose one dish from the menu when I can have a little of everything off the buffet right? I think the guys each have things I like about them more than another. I must admit though.... I have a secret desire to lick JC Chasez. He's gonna be my baby daddy one day. You watch and see ::wink wink::

Do I write for other people? I do whenever I can. I know some authors won't do that for whatever reasons they might have and that's their choice. I personally don't see the big deal. I see no problem with using a brunette young woman with green eyes named Sarah to seduce Justin if someone requested it. I have to choose a name and physical characteristics anyway, do I not? Though I make no promises, I do make notations for future usage in my writings. You never know. One day, you may find yourself caught up in the product of my overactive imagination.

Why am I here? I fill a void. At some point in time every young woman has had these kind of daydreams about someone in their life, be it your secret crush, or as in the case, your favorite musicians. I have the ability to put into words the fantasies that we ALL have. If I can use that talent to make someone smile or send a chill down their spine... I've served my purpose. It's all for you, and I thank you.

Your love and support means the world to me.

Much love,
AliaJayde