Caught in a downward spiral
Trembling with fear.
Lost in my emotions
With the end seeming near.
There is no way out.
The walls are closing in.
I am trapped forever
In this eternal spin.
I cannot seperate
The truth from the lies.
Everything welds together
Engulfing my cries.
I need help
But I don't know where to turn.
Whom can I trust?
Whom should I concern?
Do you ever wonder why God put you here?
Why He made you look the way you do?
Why He makes life imperfect?
Why He lets bad things happen?
Why He gives us choices?
Why He gives us freedom?
Why He did what he did?
Was it all for us because He loves us so much?
No one will ever know.
It's a secret that shall remain untold.
Life is full of crap,
But you just gotta take it.
Step by step.
Bit by bit.
Don't give in.
Don't commit.
No matter how bad life sucks
You have to forget all the shit.
And remeber one thing
NEVER QUIT!
A place of release.
A place without sadness.
A place without problems.
A place without madness.
A place full of laughter.
A place full of smiles.
A place full of dreams.
A place with different styles.
A place full of peace.
A place without fakes.
A place full of love.
A place without mistakes.
This is my happy place! :)
What's your's?
But I can't sleep.
My foot is hurting me
But I have to keep on my feet.
Why am I so tired?
Who am I to blame?
Surely I'm not the one who is guilty.
And should be put to shame.
I guess I should've known better
Than to stay up that late.
Maybe if I didn't I'd feel good
Or even great.
I'm not everything I seem to be.
No one realizes that's not the real me.
I feel as though I'm trapped
On this pedistal you put me on
And I feel like I'm about to fall.
I wish I could be everything you want
But I'm just me
And that's all I'll ever be.
I use to think I was everything you said,
But I've realized I'm not
And the dream of perfection is dead.
I realize I'm not like everyone else.
I know I'm above average
But I still need help.
I'm not everything I seem to be.
No one sees the real me.
I'm falling apart because of you.
I doubt myself constantly
Without you doing it too.
I try to help.
You shoot me down.
I try to be there for you
But you choose to leave me.
I don't know what to do.
I don't know what to feel.
I don't know you.
I'm torn...
Self destruction is the only way out.
I'm falling apart...
