| I woke up because there was laughing and someone banged on my door, I got up and went to the door ... it was Justin. I went and called Grace, �I wanna see him so bad and I wanna hug him so bad!� �Girl, you can�t!� she said. She hung up the phone and two seconds later, she knocked on my door, �Grace, who is in there?� �Justin, you have to find out at the first concert ... now go away.� she said then I opened the door. �How am I gonna live and not being able to see him ... how are we going to pull this off.� I said. �I don�t know but you are going to start with Britney this morning and you got about 30 minutes, hurry up girl.� I groaned, �Ok, well see ya later ... will someone come and get me?� �Yeah, it will most likely be Britney.� she said then we said bye and she left. Now all the guys were at my door and they had to get a guard. About 40 minutes later Britney came in, �Hey Dreama, I mean Hope...� �Oh yeah ... hey, Britney, how are ya?� I said. �Good, well I brought you this...� she handed me a robe and told me to put it on. I put it on and we walked out, �Britney, who is it?� �I am not telling you Justin ... leave it be!� she said as we walked into the elevator. �I am glad that is over with ... for now.� I said. (The night of the concert) �Hope, are you ready?� Britney said. I looked at her, �I just wanna get this over with so I can see Justin...� �Look, I may have been nice all this week and on stage but I am going to speak my mind now ... I don�t want you near him ... do you hear me Dreama ... stay away!� �Look, he is so over you ... no we are going to talk after the show and guess what I am not singing �Girl in the Mirror� but I am doing �I�m Slave for You� ...� �Whatever let�s just get this over with.� she said we walked out and I saw the guys, �Hey, it the ...� They all stared at me as I walked by Britney stopped to talk, �Britney, I know you still are madly in love with Mr. Timberlake but can we PLEASE get this over with so I can go live my unhappy life and not look at your face!� The guys laughed, �Well, hun, you may be in love with me but I surely anit in love with you.� I busted out laughing and walked on ... he didn�t say hey or nothing ... he must not care anymore. She did her stuff and I got on there with her ... we had a blast then it was time for NSYNC and I went down to where the crowd was. I was dancing then it was time for �Gone�, �Hey, you all know that we all love someone and I want my special someone that I lost about a month ago ... well anyway, I just want her back.� The crowd screamed, �Who?� �You really wanna know who?� he said. �Her name is Dreama and she was my stylist but then she left for no reason ... I hope she is here.� Was just standing there ... and they started to sing. I busted out into tears � they had pictures of the guys and me on the TV screen. The song was over and I was still crying, Hope took me to the backstage bathroom and I cryed even more, �Dreama, let�s go to my dressing room.� She had to walk me there b/c I was crying so had that I couldn�t see. |
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