JC slumped into his bed. He was feeling really tired after the concert. He looked at his watch, it was already 1.30am and he�d only five hours of sleep before he left for the next concert in San Francisco.
He took out a photo from his wallet.
�I miss you, Amber.� He looked at the photo and tears started pouring down from his cheeks.
It was almost one year since Amber was gone. It was the hardest pain he had to accept for the whole of his life. JC knew that he had to carry on with his life. He tried to make himself busy so as not to think about her, but whenever he was alone, the memories of Amber kept popping up from his mind.
�Get yourself a new girl.� The rest of the guys kept telling him.
However, he knew deep down in his heart that no one could replace her.
Amber was a special girl. She was beautiful, sweet and caring. She was the kind of girl many guys were looking for. JC and Amber had been together for four years and he always thought he was lucky to have her.
�Josh, Josh. Forget about me. Find yourself a new girlfriend.�
JC turned around. It was Amber, he was so sure Amber was talking to him. But there was no one in the room. He was all alone in a small room.
�NO! I must have been dreaming.� He thought and gave himself a tight slap.
�I am not dreaming but why am I keep on hearing all these.� He murmured.
JC had been hearing Amber�s voice since he lost her. He was so sure Amber was around even though she was actually gone. He told the guys about it, but all the guys could said was �JC, we know you miss her a lot. But Amber had died. Please stop imagining things.�
�NO I AM NOT! I am sure I am not.� JC stood up and looked around the room.
�Amber, are you there?� JC asked. He heard something. No, it wasn�t Amber, it was the knocking of the door.
He sighed and walked towards the door and opened it.
�JC, We will need to get to the airport 30 minutes earlier. So you will have wake up at 6 instead of 6.30.� Lance said.
JC nodded his head.
�What�s wrong?� Lance asked.
�Amber talked to me again.� JC said and looked at Lance.
�Oh god. JC, I know how you feel. Just stop thinking about all these and go to sleep.� Lance gave JC a pat on his shoulder.
At that night, JC dreamt of Amber. Amber was still as beautiful as she used to be.
�Josh. I need to let you know that I am very happy now and I want you to be happy too.�
�But Amber, I miss you so much.� JC walked towards her and tried to hug her.
�No! Don�t come close to me, Josh.� Amber took a step back, �We couldn�t be together any more. I tired of suffering from my illness and only this can help me.�
�But, Amber��
�No Josh, listen to me. I want you to be happy. I know you can do it.� Amber interrupted.
JC nodded his head. He looked at Amber, �I promise you.�
JC woke up suddenly and he walked towards the window. He looked at the sky, he felt so much better for the first time since Amber was gone.
�I will carry on with my life. I will be happy.� JC looked up at the sky and whispered.
