"I will always love you" the words had no meaning to Justin, He hadn't
cared about me, he never did, he broke my heart and made me cry, and then without anything said goodbye.
"I'll never break your heart, I'll never make you cry" yeah whatever, he
cheated on me so many times, and i would continuasly break into tears.
"I would give up everything for you" HA yea right i don't think so. If
you would then how come you always left me? how come you never called?
"I will never cheat on you" HA HA HA this one is hilarious, come on
Justin, i know you better then you think I do, you don't think i would
believe that now do you?
"I can't live my life without you" what have you been doing this whole
time? When your on tour huh? where were you? you were living right? thought so.
"I'll never say good-bye" Yea and this was before i gave my heart to you,
wasn't it?
"We can get through this" thats what he said when i got pregnant , and you
would think that he would stick to his word, yea right, he left to go on
tour, and the baby had died at birth. When he came back he didn't even ask
about the baby nothing, he just wanted to make-out.
"We can still be friends" oh don't you all love this quote here? i mean
come on, you don't accually think that now do you? he didn't even want to see
me after he came home, except to have sex.
"Well you werent enough" I wasn't enough? i wasn't enough? what the fuck
are you talking about? i gave my whole world to him, and he was just playing
me for a joke.
"I love you" ya know those three small words are always the ones to get
you in bed, at least now, thats what i think, he never loved me, he doesn't
know the meaning of love, he has never been in love and never will be if he
keeps this up.
"You were easy" DAMN it ya know when someone says this to you, this was
after we broke up and I asked him why, why was it me who was the one who's
heart was breaking? why did he choose me?
'Insicureness' don't you all just love that word? god i know i do, ya
know its just seems as if guys can see through me, and know how to hurt me in
so many ways.
'Love' the four letter word, that changed my life, in so many screwed up
ways, is there love somewhere? i would hope so, right now though i feel as if
there is nothing and that love is just an illution that people have,
mistaking it for love. or ONE person has and the other just is a jerk who
wants to get lucky.
I was with Justin for two years, two years and what do i have? not love,
not friendship, not anything. For i was just a joke to him, nothing real just
a simple joke, a prank, a bet he had with his friends. Who knew that love was
such a cruel game?
