Everyone doubts themselves sometime. There is always a point where you feel that maybe you're not good enough or that maybe you won't quite make it. It is human nature after all. People may of course deny it. Perhaps take it to be a sign of weakness. But no man can live his life in complete assurance of himself.

And no one knows
What it's like to be hated
To be fated to telling only lies

Faith has felt these doubts. This despair within. The resulting anger burning through her being. She has been to the brink of her very sanity, abandoning the person she is. In hopelessness. In pain. Alone.

But my dreams they aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be

But she survives.

I have hours, only lonely

She returns stronger, faster, her love for the business - for the way of life - rekindled. And she will fight.

My love is vengeance
That's never free

Her body has been broken. She has had dreams shattered. Been turned away rejected. She has cried tears of joy, tears of anger.

No one knows what its like
To feel these feelings
Like I do, and I blame you

It has been said she has a vendetta against the world. Like she has something to prove and some cause to fight for. But why she acts the way she does, no-one knows.

No one bites back as hard
On their anger

But she does hold grudges. She may eventually forgive, but she never forgets. And so she holds anger within her now. Bitterness. Fury. Rage. All to be released at 'Sex and Violence'.

None of my pain woe
Can show through

She must not show mercy. Must not show fear. Must not show weakness. When Faith enters that ring, Hell will be released. Released upon Neo. Released upon Orian Williams. Released upon Jeremy Page. For only one may leave with the title.

But my dreams they aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be

Perhaps it is only a hopeless dream. The odds are, after all, stacked against her. But she will not give in that easily. Never has. Never will. Because that is not Faith.

I have hours, only lonely

She will go into that Underground Title match with all she has, all she can muster and more. She has come this far, achieved so much. She has fought in hellish battles, suffered devastating injuries, but left with pride. She has won a title belt and defended it successfully. Why should she fall now?

My love is vengeance
That's never free

Faith believes in herself. She has achieved things that she never thought were possible. Cast off the shackles of her old life and started anew. Rebuilt everything that has been destroyed. And that is why she will put all on the line in the match. Her title. Her body. Herself. Because she could leave 'Sex and Violence' with nothing. But she could also leave with everything she ever wanted. Her victory. Her title. Her respect. Her pride. Her faith.

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But Faith is wrong on one thing. She is not alone. She is never alone. For she was people behind her every step of the way. She has the love and support of her friends, who look past the money, the fame, the anger and take for who she truly is.

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She has Generation Elite with her. Jake Matthews. Nikkon. Eklipse. Kash Money. For although she is not always with them, she always has their support in spirit. If she falls, she knows they will be there to catch her.

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Her fans. Those sat at home, falling in love with a woman they have never even met. Admiring and supporting the coloured pixels that make her image on their television screens.

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And the others who remain silent, but cannot watch Faith in action without secretly rooting for her. Those who can't help but smile a little when they see her leave with a victory. Those with a soft spot inside for the girl.

No one knows what its like
To be mistreated, to be defeated
Behind blue eyes

With all these behind her, how can she ever be alone? How can she ever lose strength? Give up? It is simple. She can't. Insult. Discrimination. Defeat. Injury. Nothing can and nothing will keep her down.

No one know how to say
That they're sorry and don't worry

And so Faith sits alone, the dark of night surrounding her and the wooden bench she sits upon. Her eyes are cast down to the floor but she sits leaning forward, her clothes unidentifiable under the night sky.

I'm not telling lies

She does not smile, but seems somewhat content. At peace. Finally free of her demons.

But my dreams they aren't as empty

"'Sex and Violence' is but hours away."

As my conscience seems to be

"In a few hours, it will have been a week since my...defeat. A week since I became such a....such a child. This week - I - I have behaved so disgracefully. Treated those closest to me like they were nothing - when all they wanted was to help. And for that I thank them. And I only hope to make things right."

I have hours, only lonely

"And so it a few hours, I will redeem myself. When I enter the ring at 'Sex and Violence', I will be a child no more. Innocent no more. Because I intend to hurt. To cause pain. To prove just why I have this belt around my waist. I will leave with blood on my hands - but not my own."

My love is vengeance

"There will be no rules down in that ring. Pure unadulterated violence. Anything goes. Safe to say, utter chaos. It will not be a case of the better wrestler. It won't matter who's the most talented - most skillful - strongest - fastest - tallest - biggest badass - toughest trash-talker or whatever else you want to be. The only thing that matters is survival."

That's never free

"So for this night only, I am willing to change my policy. Tonight it will not be business, it will be personal. It will be 100%, everything on the line, all I got, bruises, blood and broken bodies, bone smashing, career ending torture. Torture inflicted by me. Neo. Page. Williams. I pray for your sake, you are prepared."

No one knows what its like

"Tomorrow will be a day to remember. A day to make things right."

To be the bad man, to be the sad man

The first rays of sun pierce the night, promising a new day is about to begin. A new day that will bring 'Sex and Violence'. A new day that will bring...war. Sensing the colour of sun flooding the night, Faith smiles slightly and looks up finally, her guilty eyes looking directly into the camera.

Behind blue eyes.