"I'm done doing the dishes. Is it okay if I go and play now?" This is what my EX Brock said to me. The thing is, we still live together because we have a 4 month old together, and where I live, employment is scarce and we still like each other in a plotonic way, and we agreed upon raising our son together. So what if he works as a telemarketer, runs errands for us, cooks once in a while, (now I have to push his ass to do this) he still needs to help clean up after his ass. I don't mind doing his laundry once in a while, cook dinner for us and whatever else, its just that he thinks that if I'm so concerned about having a clean place and clean clothes and dishes that I should do it. I don't think so. I'm not married to him. And if I were, I'd still make it known that I believe in the helping out your partner/baby's daddy/ex boyfriend, etc.. I'm stuck out in the middle of nowhere in middle america, a person of color for one thing, so I'm isolated as it is. Number two, I do not have a vehicle of my own to go out and do anything with our son. And the people he knows they work during the day, or they are single people who don't really have mother and a child on their itenerary. I don't know. I'm pms'ing this week. I'm the kind of person that has potential to go off in 0-10sec. iBut I don't know....is this the way most males function? This is my first real life relationship. Things would have been easier if we didn't have a child. I would have left Brock so he could go back to his crazy family here in Montana. Well, I'm glad our son is handsome and witty. He's amazing!
3/18/06
How dare you Brock. How dare you nag me about doors and toilet paper when your fat lazy ass 'forgets' to take out the very garbage bag that has the smell of death. When were you so worried about wiping your scaily ass? This nagging about, closing doors all the way when it was a first offense is stupid. He comes from a background where electrical tape is wrapped around furniture to keep the foam from busting out. Whenever his little sister Jessie has to throw up, his mother takes her to the kitchen sink to vomit. He decides to call me around 8:30pm telling me how his friend wants him to hang out with him for a while. I sent Brock an email stating "Don't forget to burp Jared and tuck him into bed before you go." Jared is a single young man who supervises 15 people at a place called Hertorst Factories. He's a thin dude about 5'7", 130lbs. He loves sci fi. He thinks the state of Washington will subcome to its west cost fate by 2009. He recently broke up with a
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