Here are some of my crappy poems and lyrics. Enjoy laughin at me.
This one doesn't have a title, I wrote it straight onto my livejournal. I kinda like this one. Its basically about me being so afraid to really like somebody again, even though I can't help it.
1.Everything I see in you makes me come alive
Everything you say to me comes as a suprise
And everytime you're on my mind
There's no refuge I can find
To replace the time you steal
2.Because all these thoughts they rush right out
Becuase I try to lie what they're all about
There's nothing more I'd love to do
Than hide my feelings far from you
To deny that this is real
3.Something inside me just won't quit burning
Something keeps these thoughts from turning
I'll always feel just like today
I'll never find the words to say
Just how I'll always feel
"Death of Apathy". Short, but to the point. I like the ending of this one. Basically about feeling again after not feeling for so long.
the touch of your skin kills me
a glance, my eyes close down
Killing me with emotions
that which I haven't felt in long
come around to shake me
you were here the whole time
Killing my sense of self
and melting me into you
Can't put the title because they'll know its about them. I don't know if I like this poem because its really mean. I think at the time it was just jealousy making me that way. Basically saying sometimes winning is losing and the only one to be is the loser that you envy.
Where did you go
Where have you been
little bit of me
creeping up again
fight the losing battle
on the top of the hill
with what little you did gain
faith has melted
and lust did turn
extinguish now
the heart that did so burn
No title on this one. To tell the truth I forgot what this one is about its so old. I think it may be about my friend gettin screwed over.
most gulable angel forgoten and denied
tyring to forget all that lies inside
open your arms and feel the lie
hang you head and begin to cry
you should have known it was fake
now you must stay for its sake
are you happy can you see
this isn't how love should be
i see you try to smile
knowing it was fake all the while
the beauty you make forth comming
the sound of the simple drumming
don't settle for less
you always did know what was best
just a little confused
and now you're feeling used
i wish i could be there
i wish i should care
the world around you forgotten
now you feel you're rotten
you feel it all decay
much to your own dismay
chose you're own path
or she'll make the aftermath
its not what you want in a kiss
only a superficial state of bliss
A Kind Of Angry Song I Wrote About My Ex. Doesn't Really Need To Much Explanation
"Jilt"
-yeah so what you killed the living dead
well time heals everything in the end
i grew up and time went on
you grew weak and i grew strong
~and you told me i was wrong
because you know you're always right
and when you bruised it all away
i swore i'd never fight
you don't know me
-When hopes come up they must come down
and what you say it all gets around
becuase its not easy when they all love you
yeah its not easy to pretend to love you
~and you told me i was wrong
because you know you're always right
and when you bruised it all away
i swore i'd never fight
you don't know me
-slam me down till you feel at home
leave me thinkin here all alone
i should have left the fist time i saw
it took me this long to take an upwards fall
/you don't know me
you never even got to know me
you never cared to see
just who i can be
time heals all wounds
just what i can see
you don't know me
Another Poem About Gettin Fucked Over, Haha
"Forever Young"
They found a girl with a heart
Soon to be, they broke it in two.
They found a girl with a dream
In the dead of night, stole it away.
Kiss you closely, hold you tight
Nonone told you, its not right.
Their eyes are vacnant, hearts are cold
But in your eyes they shall never grow old.
Vancant street roamers never change
Frozen in time, they're always the same.
They found a girl with a soul
Then she cried, as she watched it die.
In the midst of the new, smothered it whole.
Open your new eyes now to see
What you never can let you be.
Watch them roam as you grow old
Watch them go, warm covers cold.
A Poem I Wrote When I Was With My Ex. I Think He Thinks Its About Him. It Was Really About Who I Hoped To Find One Day
"Some Day"
Pop rocks and poetry
Confession of a love story
Your voice cracklin in my ear.
So much that I don't know
Hold my feelings soft and low
See your image now oh so clear.
The deepness of your eyes
Makes me think I'll go insane.
The ceasing of my cries
Seems they were then so profane.
Please stay with me tonight
Cuz this is all I want to know.
Please tell me its allright
Cuz there's nowhere I'd rather go.
A Poem, Just Me Being Depressed After My Friend Died.
"Reflect"
where could you be, its not where you belong
as we lower you down and sing our final song
ashes to ashes, dust to dust
feelings so confined it all seems to combust
never did i want this flawed reality
or to admit i'll never truely see
i'd bleed myself dry to dream it all away
but when ends meet there's nothing left to say
Lyics About Me Being Unsure In What I Was In.
Reduntant Cataclysm
Contempt rising up in this new found place
I try to find you now but can't recognize your face
tell me this will pass and its just a phase
everything confuses me about this human race
not again here it comes again
how can I begin
to tell you now to tell you how
you've changed to all of them
I want to be my own to live my own life
I want to walk the edge of the jagged knife
there are some risks that I'm willing to take
Even if that means putting you in your place
not again here it comes again
how can i begin
to tell you now to tell you how
you've changed to all of them
I no longer see the way you used to look at me
I just want to know how this came to be
everything I've known everything I've seen
always comes back to me as haunting as it seems
~do you even know I'm wiring you this song
can you even see how things are so wrong
used to say the things that i needed to hear
now I'm choking back this persistant fear
not a gain here it comes again
killing all i've built
how can i begin
to tell you now to tell you how
I probably never will