| To You I curse the day You went away I loved you so much But you gave me such Pain in my heart I wouldn't know where to start With nobody to guide me Through the hurt I couldn't see You were supposed to be there To let me know you cared When you left I didn't know why Won't even know Until one of us dies I wonder if you think of me While you're living carefree Would you recognize me If we passed on the street Will we ever be able To have a relationship stable To say I love you to one another Would we even bother So to the father I never knew This poem is to you By Larry Francisco Dedicated to my Father Laurence Raymond Francisco wherever you are I wrote a biography to his about the relationship with my dad. He left when i was 9 or 10. Shortly after I moved to Bismarck and stayed there until only a couple of years ago. I recently found out my dad died last year and felt sad but i had already cried for him. I have my memories of him and want to remember him that way. Now there is a big scandal with my sisters dad. My mom went with her dad and my dad within two months before i was born. So they don't know who's kid I am. But i don't care i had a dad when I was young and now I have one now that i'm older. I just want to know how he died and if he ever did think of us. The one movie that makes me think of him is SMOKE SIGNALS. I love that movie because he comes to terms of why his father left and forgives him. i do too. |