Internet cams
windows into
lives
series of live
stills
Peering in
them not knowing I
watch
I not knowing if
watched
Want to reach through screen
hug them
run hands over
body
pull cock into
mouth
Internet chat
many voices at once
voices without texture
without eyes, smile
without context
Over time
learn personality of voices
may see the face attached
may hear voice texture
Internet chat
and cam
on display
working my meat
no response
leave
Avoiding going
to bed
Tired, watching stupid TV
having one too many
beers
Nothing there
empty, messy sheets
Too many thoughts there
work problems
empty life
Awake, grab glasses
see morning through
last nights tears
Copyright Ó 2003 John
Savage