| As the opaque, inadement darkness takes over, All senses begin to dissolve. Problems, and worries begin to become meaningless. Thoughts seem to conquer all that is contemplated, Ideas, and solutions are nowhere in sight. People, and places are nothing but obstacles. Obstacles that steer in your every direction. As you slowly become motionless and senile, All thoughts are now becoming drowned By the serine ideals.. that soon takeover. The senses are now fully dissolved, The mind is long faded away. Thoughts of problems that once were, Are nothing now, but precious time... Gone to waste.. |
| Depression finally conquers the opressed mind, Thoughts that once brought happiness, Seem distant and unreachable. Only thoughts of an ended life, And a possible reincarnation come to be. Days pass as life begins to falter. A life that once had no meaning, suddenly changes. A new meaning, a reason to live comes forth. Darkened days begin to disappear. New days filled with hope and love slowly takeover. As memories of the past come to mind, The eyes and mind quickly move to the present, And to the near future. Hope and love that were brought forth by this beautiful being, Is something that can't be fully expressed in words. Only I could wish that this being will stay close.. Hopefully forever... |
| All light begins to fade into the background. Leaving your eyes to search and find the way. Your heart begins to race, This dark, mysterious place feels almost familiar. Have you been here before? You mind then tells you that you haven't. Then why does it seem so familiar? You stare into the opaque darkness of which no one can see in, and you can't see out. You then wrap your arms around your now shivering body. It takes awhile until you are able to pin point why this dark, mysterious place feels so familiar. This is how you feel inside, and how people think of your ideals: Dark and mysterious.. |
| Quick and sudden darkness was brought forth, And at the same time, a feeling of happiness. Something that was once thought to last forever and a day, is now over. Although a best friend still remains, questions of what the future may hold are still pondered.. Awkwardess and confusion still arise, though feelings of hope and anxiousness are quick to take over... Plans of the future which now lay dormant, are thoughts which I hope will one day come true.. These things may not happen with the person I thought would be by my side forever.. But as long as he is still in my life in one way or another.. A feeling of happiness and content shall prevail. |
| Yet again, the light seems to be dimmer. Silence starts to fill the air, As thoughts of 'what's next' comes to mind, 'Where will I go from here', 'Why do I keep knockin myself off my feet', 'Am I afraid of succeeding', 'Am I more afraid of failure', Silence that has filled the air is both relaxing and eerie, I try harder to see the light, But it is fading slowly from my grasp, Will I catch up in time to turn it back on, Or to catch up in time to relight the candle of my future |
| You are walking along a deserted beach, All alone, no one to ask questions.. You hear the waves come splashing onto shore, As moonlight shimmers off it's tips, The midnight breeze is calm, yet somehow uneasy. You ponder life, how things are, and how they could be. Will you be left behind, while contemplating what it is that you really want. Will you be scared of the realization of what could be. As each wave comes trembling onto shore, New questions arise... and new answers to follow.. Do you want to feel like a wave... Constantly being pulled in, with old memories and thoughts? Or to be constantly pushed away with new ideas and answers. As you walk, you are watching nature take it's course, You realize that you, yourself are apart of this.. Let things happen as they may.. let the pieces fall where they will... only time will tell of what's to happen.. |